_____joanne*

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

10:12 PM

ahhh.. so sian nowadays.. mind set on studies studies studies.. anw. ytd could say was the best sectionals ever la! like we went new music room.. wa.. den got aircon. but was freezing lor. haha. den lbs surprisely was in a good mood ytd. we got liao tian den we kept on laughing la. and he spent the first 45 mins talking to us about his xiao shi hou de shi. haha. was fun la.

den today leh.. lets see. english was ok.. did descriptive writing. den science even more okay! mrs tan didnt come. had one hr free period. den chinese.. did some stuff la, but half an hr only la. den recess was sec one, two and four today. i dunno why i walk until where keep seeing sj lor. haha. ok, den after recess. c.lit, was fun towards the end, we sang meng gu songs.. haha. so cute the little girl. (: den maths.. as usual lor.. i nearly slept. hahas. pw was spent discussing our projects la. after school the stuff... dont feel like saying.

but one thing's for sure now. i will not think bout snrs or wadever la.. i will only concentrate on my studies. i just finished studying for chem.. and i found out that i have fallen in love with chem!! haha. ok.. den tmr must start on mep revision and bio.

syonara!!
it'll be some time before i blog again! (:

Monday, September 25, 2006

10:15 PM

AHHHHHH... i'm really angry now..
i type everything le.
den the post dont come up. fine.
as i was saying..
i dont feel like blogging nowadays..
i shall go study le. one more thing.
HADY!! my gosh..
i was so jin zhang one moment den
so happy the next. hahas.

ok. nitez everyone!

Friday, September 15, 2006

8:24 PM

phew, finally a wk has passed and i finally have time to blog bout this wk. was quite a hectic wk, but nxt wk's gonna be even worse. haii. 8 tests going on in the nxt two wks. die liao. but lucky nxt wk cca stand down. hahas. ok. shall blog bout every single day this wk.. on things that i can rmb la. haha.

Mon

school reopen. i forgot to bring report book. hahas. den.. ok. my memory very lan4. cant rmb liao. orh, went home to study after school for physics common test the nxt day. (:

Tues

physics common test was horrible. i think i can fail lor. den.. after that. just lessons, lessons, lessons. ok. after school. 2.15pm. i rushed to st.13 to fetch lbs. like he so da4 pai2 like dat. hahas. jk jk. (: i didnt even eat lunch lor. :( den erhu lessons was ok la. he just test us then talk talk talk bout his last time stuff. after that co... was terrible. he made us prac our fingers until my hand so suan1 ready lor. den during break, he received a msg frm wu lao shi, saying want a pic of him, den becos of jialin's GREAT idea of taking his pic with his phone, in the end, we all started finding a suitable place to HELP him take his pic. so damn funny. den i went to eat my lunch. hahas. but after break lbs like in bad mood. kept scolding us. first zhong hu, den gao hu, den erhu. haii.. den he got headache, hahas. so we got let out 10 mins earlier. so nice. (:

Wed

nothing much la. except after school got that math enrichment thing. den just like that. wed was just a normal day lor.

Thurs

thursday... got chinese compo.. title: wo shi _______. i think i did quite ok la. (: den, thurs also nothing much. except the fact that i prac 4 hrs in a row for my mep practical test?!?! hahas.

Fri

TODAY... was horrible terrible.. so not nice today. first thing first. MEP TEST. i completely flunked it. i played wrong notes.. ALOT somemore. den mrs tham was like, wad grade are u, i do not encourage pupils to play this kind of song, i think u can do better, nxt yr i dont want to see this anymore, i could have cried on the spot la. but i ren3. i would actually prefer mr wong to test me instead. oh ya, and did i mention, at first, i was scheduled to be at 10.10. then in the end, the completely changed the order and i ended up the third last. the mep test started at 9, and by the time i finish, it was like recess over, physics 5 mins past liao. 11.35. so nice rite, haii. den got back physics paper, ok la. i think i did okay. at least got A1 mah. haha. I LOVE PHYSICS! den after school, went amk library. WAS ALMOST LATE LA.. actually, we WERE late. hahas. it was actually quite interesting. haha. cip stuff. cant wait to start doing my cip actually. seems so fun. den after that, rushed for a taxi to go home. den went for piano. quite ok la. did alot of theory, but was fun! dunno why also. hahas. (:

ok, see the whole wk's happenings... i'm sure there are more lor. just that i cant rmb.. too much stress liao.. mon got lit test, tues chinese test, wed geog test and thurs english test. haha. can die la. nvm. i shall mug and JIA YOUS!!! (:

Sunday, September 10, 2006

8:08 PM

i cant believe how one wk passes so quickly.. and now. school reopen!! ok. i'm abit siao after the holidays. i like going to school.. and alot of tests are coming up. i kind of cant wait for them to come. den quickly over. SO FUN. hahas. really lor. tmr jiu kai xue le.

well.. tues got physics test, den fri got mep practical EXAM, den nxt mon got e.lit review test. for physics, i just need to revise all the notes i have made during the wk tmr one more time, den shld be ok la. mep practical exam... wad can i do, just everyday prac prac prac. must be flawless!! den e.lit review test, started revising liao these few days. tonight gonna stay up late again to study. i need to finish highlighting all the impt statements in chinese cinderella and sing to the dawn.. sing to the dawn read finish liao. now reading chinese cinderella again. sing to the dawn if got time need to start reading again, den highlight impt points. haii. den after that. must start memorising liao.. DEN DEN DEN still must revise e.lit file on some impt stuff too.

so much thing going on now.. sometimes i feel like crying all out and just have some free time without all these stress and trouble. oh well, secondary life jiu shi zhe yang. i think i'm starting to get used to it. and soon i'll love it. at least i think its more fun and interesting than pri!! i got to xia ding jue xin now.. cannot go online too often unless really need, den cannot go out, must study everyday liao. mug mug mug. I SHALL MUG!!

tmr my baby hamsters man3 yue4. hahas. wont be blogging THAT often liao. so today must blog ge4 gou4. hahas. sometimes i really cant take all these stress going on. piano.... erhu..... both equally stressful.. haii. i always tell myself must relax dont get too stressed, but i just cant do it. i'll just keep thinking bout all the problems and think whole day.. really very scared one day i'll just break down. really very scared lor..... but nvm i shall try to find time to relax too.. if not really one day going to break down liao.

SO LUAN NOW!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! will somebody come and rescue me one day?? i shall wait for that day to come. but in the meantime, i shall study. and try not to hu si luan xiang. hahas. ((((:

Saturday, September 09, 2006

4:00 PM

my hamster died today.. haii.
think it died of DEHYDRATION.
hahahas. i noe i'm very cruel.
BUT THAT"S ME!!
no la no la.
i very nice de worh. (:

Friday, September 08, 2006

9:09 PM

just came back frm j8. i bought HER present liao. (:
and i bought another card..
dunno who will be the lucky one. hahas.
i shall only give HER the present on 29 sep.
hahas. so sian today..
ok, shall be a guai kia and go study. (:

Thursday, September 07, 2006

7:54 PM

ytd was boring the whole day, went novena square, but in the end, went shopping on my own.. ting qing chu. ON MY OWN!! was looking for a bdae present. but i bought a card though. (:

today, my bro went to tekong for army, hahas. den had to wake up chao early at 8. haii. (: so sian la these few days.

oh ya, last nite i was damn chao guai can?!? i studied frm 10pm all the way to 12 plus, for wad, physics la. i cannot fail my upcoming physics test. i must pass, somemore with flying colours. hahas anw, i doubt these few days i'll be blogging that often liao, got to study and prac alot of stuff. term 4 ppr... i aim for all nice As. hahas, ok, wo de wei kou hen da, but I CAN DO IT.. if i try la. (:

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

9:45 PM

today was a VERY long day for me. (:
shall blog bout it.
very memorable mah.

ok. woke up at 9am.
den just watch wads on tv until 10am.
got ready, den left hse at 11.
went downstairs buy sweet first. (:
den i man4 man4 walk to bus stop.
saw a 169, but didnt bother to chase.
just then, huiqi sms me asking me where i am.
i cant be bothered to reply so i just called her.
den she was on the nxt 169 which was just behind me.
so i ran la. hahas.

went to amk library after that to return our books.
aldea and olivia also there doing cip.
so huiqi and i went to fill in the form.
but no more. so aldea promised to help us take. (: so kind.
den we helped both of them pack finish all the books until 12.20.

den huiqi and i went to amk mrt station.
supposed to meet pam and jas at 12.30, but reached there at 12.35.
HAHAS. i cant recognize pam la.
she let down her hair mah.
den i bu4 ren4 de2 ta1. hahas.
den we went causeway.
but we really didnt do alot there la.
just walk here walk there.
den jas went to buy presents.
den we ate lunch but we talked alot!! haha.
talked bout alot of things. (: den nothing liao.
didnt want to go arcade. waste money also.
SO... we-huiqi and i- suggested to go their hse.
ya, so we went to take mrt back to amk,
den took 76 to her hse.

her hse so nice la, and her garden so big.
somemore got mango tree worh.. but unfortunately no mangos.
den we played dai3di2. (:
AND I KEPT LOSING CAN. they all bully me.
den i had to shuffle the cards so many times. :(
jas also so naughty lor... she... haha. better not say. (:
after that, played cheat.
den jas so fast game liao.
den huiqi, me, pam play like siao.
kept taking the cards. cos we all cant cheat!!
hahas. den in the end, huiqi game liao,
so 2 person where got fun. hahas.
den went downstairs, her ahma so nice. hahas.
den jas, pam, me and huiqi went outisde to sit at her swing.
den started talking again lor.
like bout school stuff, erhu outing, co bbq alot la.
den went home at 5.30.. so sad. hahas.

reached home at 6.15.
den went opp novena church for dinner,
after that went novena for mass,
i was like staring at the fire on the candle.. hahas.
until 9pm, den came home, bathe liao jiu blog. (:

ok, i noe this is a long post,
but its just a very nice day!!

i envy jas lor, her sis so da fang one, lend her money so shuang kuai. she's so rich.... HAHAS.

Monday, September 04, 2006

7:49 PM

so bored today.. hahas. decided to post AGAIN. anyway, i'm feeling so stressed now lor. i got to start doing my CIP ready.. tmr meeting aldea and olivia at amk library. 12 hrs before school closes is very long indeed. better start working now liao..

3:07 PM

haha.. nobody would ever know how relieve and happy i am now.. (:

11:00 AM

okok, so sian today. shall blog a little while. this wk is quite tight la.. today. got to do piano hw.. DONT LIKE DONT LIKE... haii.. tues.. HAHA.. going to causeway go play!! haha. wed.. got piano.. die liao.. teacher gonna scold me. i didnt prac piano or do my theory and my composing chao lan4. den thurs.. sad la. my er ge going to tekong for army.. and my da ge cant take leave frm his camp. haii. very scared i cry again. den fri I'M FINALLY FREE!! but fri sat sun i got to start studying for physics liao.. test on tues. ok. shall be a short post. cant sleep these few days. haha. (:

Saturday, September 02, 2006

12:28 PM

ok.. i somehow cried myself to sleep last nite. hahas. (:

to that special you:

why must you hurt me time and again?
why cant you just act like nothing happened?
i know its hard but i'm trying and you're not
people might say that you're scared of me and i know that.
well do you think i'm not?
i wish that everything will be like before
where we sat side by side and chatted.
i dont like it now, where we cant face each other when i see you
i know.. that kind of feeling will never be back
i can only cherish the short memories we had together
i only hope that you'll treat me just as before
and not like i'm a completely different person.
i heard that if this whole thing have not happened
we'll be quite close..
this made me cry
but i'll get over it
as soon as you stop
avoiding me..