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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
9:10 PM
HAHA FORGOT TO POST YESTERDAY!

first day of school! and our class went crazy hahahaha

mr allan goh came to our class to take over zenglaoshi for this week cause she's kinda quarantined. he's so funny XD haha then had human geog for the first lesson! YAY uncle heah's back!! HAHA it was such a fun lesson! talked and talked and talked quite interesting (: we were kinda HIGH hahaha had free period and recess and math! didnt bring 2104 stuff cause i thought it was 2106. but anw we're gonna have a new teacher, but not sure who yet. then there's this relief teacher that came in (which i still dunno his name) haha then cause most of us didnt bring our notes, so we kinda had a free period. but amelia, audrina and i kept talking to the teacher! he's a very funny teacher XD yupp then had uncle lye's lesson! just went through some stuff and yeahhh as usual, our class was damn noisy and HIGH (:

and then chinese! had yingyongwen. but then AGAIN. we were talking so much crap, most of us had trouble finishing it XD thenthen MI lecture afterwards! watched THE TRUMAN SHOW (: so damn interesting! at first i seriously thought it was real can -.- hahaha and LA was like WOAHHHH. SUPER high! got back our essay which i scored 32/50 O: haha yeahh and it was damn funny, cause we got damn high with the chocolates and food mr loh bought XD then miss wong was being funny, she showed us this screen with a blackboard and said "isnt that an irony, it's a blackboard but it isnt a BLACKboard!" HAHAHA omgosh, our whole class laughed damn freaking badly XD we were so noisy that the container classrooms can hear us! O.O haha yepp the teacher had to personally come up to tell us to keep quiet XD yeahh super funny! yup that was first day of school. 08IP02 WENT CRAZY! XD

second day of school (: homeroom with mr allan goh was fun! he went through an introduction of himself. and i'm so pro man! i managed to guess his sec school and cca! HAHA and guess what! HE'S GONNA BE OUR 4TH FLOORBALL TEACHER IN CHARGE! YAYYYY so fun so fun haha then had PE which was kinda slack. just played badminton cause mr latif wasnt here. had chinese compo test again. the questions are damn hard! and like monday, we were all DAMN noisy. hahahaha had difficulty finishing the test XD

then had physics. which sucked. cause we got back both physics papers. and BOTH i got 20/40 -.- like wow, why cant i just get higher. haha then end up, 2101 B+ and 2109 C+ which sucks cause 2101 is only 3credits and 2109 is 8credits! AH my gpa is so screwed for eoy. haha yeah then after school, went to island creamery with amelia, audrina, ervin, luke, junhao, andrew and brendan. shared 2 tubs of icecream and 1scoop by myself (: HAHA then went to penang for lunch (: yeahh, then after that took 852 with junhao then i went amk to get floorballholic prizes :D

yeppp first 2 days like that (: so far not bad HAHA



Saturday, June 27, 2009
10:04 AM
omgosh, it's amazing how time passes so quickly.

was looking through my past posts for june.

seemed like yesterday..
when i played floorball with eugene, sean and bryan.
when we had exco interview.
when i knew i'm captain.
when i baked cookies and had penang match.
when i shot goals past jerrell.
when we went for finnish clinic and watched drag me to hell.
when i baked cupcakes.
when we had floorball outing!
when we had mugging session (WELL, it WAS really YESTERDAY) XD

ohman, i cant believe one whole month of hols is like gone! and look at what i did for june. my time was practically spent with floorball! wanted to go out with st.nicks people but everyone's so busy with O's ): i can still vividly remember most of the stuff that happened, every single event (:

this is so cool. even though this can be like the most unproductive hols for me and my darling homework, but i think this is one of my happiest hols cause of the many "small outings" we had :D



Friday, June 26, 2009
9:08 PM
FRIDAY! OHMAN, TWO MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS! :(

hahaha anw went to school today to train the juniors for their 3v3 match on sunday. it wasnt very productive in the end cause it was DAMN hot since we didnt have the gym so we were at the D, and when we played games against them it's like amelia and i vs all the rest hahaha have to let them get used to subbing during matches. yeah i think we ended in 2hours haha but halfway through amelia and i played badminton at the tennis court (: quite fun! surprisingly i still can play despite the fact that i havent played in ages! HAHA then talked about rules to the juniors and then went for mugging session!

met eugene, sean and jerrell at oasis for mugging session. SUPER UNPRODUCTIVE! amelia and i were supposed to be doing our math journal writing but we ended up procrastinating and the both of us just stoned there while everyone else was mugging. everyone else includes eugene, sean, jerrell, denise, sijia, yuxian and amanda O: hahaha then end up, amelia and i slept abit, walked to canteen and ate lunch, listened music, and played badminton XD I LOST TO AMELIA TWICE IN A ROW! we kept scores when we played. whoever reached 21 points first win. and i lost both times -.- /edit -- from amelia's blog -- "Then Sean teamed with joanne for a while. Then joanne said that she only managed to hit 1 time when sean paired with her." (HAHA it's trueeee. like before, sean didnt get to hit cause amelia kept hitting towards me, but the shots are too high so i couldnt hit them back XD then amelia hit towards sean afterwards and then i never got to hit except for that ONE time haha) / yeah then met bryan after that so after playing badminton, went for lunch. but amanda had to go first so yepp.

went venezia with amelia, sijia, yuxian, denise, jerrell, eugene, sean and bryan. yeah shared baked rice with sijia. so wasted can! we both ate a few mouths and we're full. should've shared with denise and yuxian too, they didnt finish theirs too O: haha yeah then had icecream! MY STOMACH WILL ALWAYS HAVE SPACE FOR THAT! amelia was saying, my stomach is split into 2 compartments. one for main food and others, then one for icecream! HAHAHA then i ate icecream the slowest -.- denise said i took 24 minutes to finish XD and then i took damn long to finish my drink too. AH ohwell. oh then so funny, amelia saw people's reflections on the glass opposite us, then i said she must be hallucinating, and then i saw too! hahaha quite interesting XD

after that amelia went home, and bryan left too. so yuxian, denise, sijia and i wanted to go bishan library to study. so we happily walked to the bus stop while the guys didnt cross the road and walked back to school. then we so smart, realised that bus stop didnt have 156! so we saw 156 went past, then we decided to walk to the next stop. which was the stop before school's. and then, when we decided to walk all the way back to school instead, since 156 wouldnt come anytime soon. THEN GUESS WHAT. WE REACHED SCHOOL EARLIER THAN THE GUYS! HAHAHA omgosh, amazing. yeah then after much deliberation, decided to mug in school instead. mugged at central grandstand. omgosh, surprisingly it was productive! AHH damn happy. then everyone was so motivated to work that we all decided to mug more at home tonight. i dunno if the rest did, but i did! I FINISHED TRIGO REV PACKAGE! HAHA omgosh, super happy now (:

wheeee i shall try to enjoy my last 2 days of holidays! before school starts and projects come O:



Wednesday, June 24, 2009
9:53 PM
mixed emotions. mixed feelings.

how is it that one can want something, but feel the strong urge to resist. maybe it's not an urge to resist, more of fear. it's hard going back to the good old days, seeing how everyone have grown so bonded together. i really want to, but i know if i really do, i would only end up feeling more ostracized. my presence would only make me feel "extra", make you all feel that i'm "weird".

i guess it's really up to me now. the calling's so strong and yet the fear inside of me is overwhelming. ohgosh, i need to realise since i've made this decision, that's it. no more turning back, no more thinking about it. the only path left is to forget. but sometimes forgetting is torture. considering the many times we spent together, just going crazy and pouring out to each other our thoughts.

i'm happy for you. it's just, i feel sad that this is how it ended. no more meetings, no more messages, no more outings, no more msn-ing, no more mass convos. i guess it's really the end of it for me. i'm sorry if i've disappointed you. but seeing how happy you are now, i can only wish you all the best in the future yeah.

maybe one day we'll meet again. maybe one day we'll go out and relive those memories. maybe.








wishing time could turn around. three months is all i need.
i promise i'll never take that path i took before, but all this, is just a plain fantasy of mine.



Friday, June 19, 2009
3:11 PM
Finally realised Stress is today..

It happens when you realise one moment you're happy, and the next, you're sad. Been thinking about how much and how fast time have passed this holidays, realised how much I actually look forward to floorball trainings. Somehow, it's like a day without worries for me. No need to care about books, just floorball. Everytime I'm home, I'll procrastinate, and I hate myself for that. Now that floorball trainings have stopped, it suddenly struck me that there is such a thing called HOMEWORK. I have no idea how I'm going to complete them, seriously.

On the bus home just now, thought about how scary reality was. It comes suddenly and freakily. How I wished that bus ride home never ended, then reality would never settle in, then there would be no need for Stress to come, then there would be no need for me to even feel.. well.. STRESSED. Crap, someone please tell me how I am supposed to relieve stress and focus on homework. And quickly, before little puny joanne breaks down and get stuck under Stress.



Thursday, June 18, 2009
10:41 PM
TODAY WAS FUNFUNFUN! :D

floorball outing! ONLY JUNIORS :D

yepyep met at harbourfront at 9.30am. stupid hunquan woke me up and asked me to go earlier to meet him. he was there like since 7.40 -.- haha but luckily he woke me up, cause i would've left house later and would've been late if he hadnt XD yup so okay la, today 13 people went! me, amelia, yuxian, sijia, hunquan, chieunwei, dylan, qiheng, edward, junxiang, sean, daryl and bryan. but bryan only came after we came back from sentosa so yeahh -.-

yepp then bought some food and drinks to sentosa and went siloso beach :D the sand was freaking hot! AHH hahaha yeah, and everyone swam to the opposite island except me and junxiang. i was too scared of the deep waters even though i know how to swim and i know i wont drown and i know.. yeah. and junxiang didnt know how to swim, so understandable. haha then i felt so shi bai can! :( haha but in any case, we played abit of frisbee, but most of the time we were in the waters. we survived on the beach without playing volleyball! HAHA how cool is that XD


then after washing up, we went luge! it was damn freaking fun! i like the skyride part XD so exciting HAHA then cycling. sijia didnt know how to cycle! actually she could cycle after awhile but still abit shaky, so end up i twin biked with sijia. COOL, first time i sat at the front and i'm able to control! HAHA i feel so proud of myself. but then again, i crashed into a barrier and got myself a damn bad bruise which is like causing my knee to be KINDA swollen now -.-

yep then went to shower and headed back to vivo. had long john and met bryan there. funny, bryan came to take pics with us only then left again cause he had some dinner with his friends. haha wanted to watch ghosts of girlfriends' past, but the seats left were like first row, so abit we dont wanna watch already. by then left me, amelia, yuxian, sijia, bryan, chieunwei, sean, edward, daryl, and qiheng. so we went ben and jerry's for icecream! haha then slacked awhile more there before going to skygarden. then bryan left already. haha so we played zong ji mi ma :D it was so funny! we did zong ji mi ma, then truth or dare. but the only dare done was by qiheng at the start. waving at the guy inside on the treadmill hahaha then the truths were quite interesting (:



haha yup, then went home at about 9plus. crap, now i'm damn freaking tired and i have a damn bad bruise and i have a damn bad sunburnt. OHWELL, it was still fun! at least the FIRST outing was okay! HAHA :D



Monday, June 15, 2009
3:56 PM
I BAKED PRETTY AND CUTE CUPCAKES TODAY MUAHAHA :D




Saturday, June 13, 2009
11:10 PM
HAHA TODAY WAS FUN! HAHA ehh scary also XD

anyway, popped by my piano teacher's house today to get my theory results. GRADE8! 87/100! MERIT! hahaha not bad already. but so wasted, i missed distinction by like 3 marks! if not, i could have gotten a prize money from ABRSM which is like 150 pounds! O: cool right haiz haha

yup then went causeway point to meet up with the rest of the floorball team (: then we had lunch at pastamania! HAHA spicy chicken was spicy! i shouldnt have added more chilli without trying first XD i cried while trying to finish my spicy chicken haha then amelia and i shared a banana desert pizza, which i couldnt finish in the end, so i gave to the guys to eat XD left causeway at about 12.15. and then, I DIDNT BRING THE GIRLS TO THE WRONG PLACE! hahaha yall wanted to go bus interchange right! it's correct! it's down the escalator. just that the guys wanted to walk. so ya la, dont need to go down haha XD it was quite funny along the way, like grace kept commenting how uncivilised bryan was. HAHA

and surprisingly, we reached 7minutes earlier despite walking! cool. haha overall the finnish clinic was quite fun. started off with games and two balls. haha quite interesting way of playing. and bryan IS scary haha especially when he comes after you for the ball XD anw pictures!

the small boy's damn cuteeee! (:

TEAM PHOTO! :D

GIRLS OUTSIDE RP AT THE OPEN FIELD (:


yeah, then after paying for the finnish clinic, went to bishan for dinner with the girls plus bryan, sean, eugene and chunyong. ate at manhatten fish market! hahaha and guess what, bryan and eugene ordered couple drinks! HAHA -.- then so crap la, cause i ordered tropical breeze, then it came with that heart shape stirrer also. then grace say it's like happy family. eugene and bryan are the parents then i'm the child -.- hahaha and denise started a very interesting convo over dinner which i wouldnt say here XD


weird right! HAHA

yepp then end up, eugene, sean, amelia, denise, sijia, yuxian and i went to watch DRAG ME TO HELL cause grace was too scared to watch and amanda didnt want to watch already haha. it was super scary okay! i swear, i was screaming and covering my face like throughout the whole show! HAHA and i screamed at like even the most NOT scary part of the movie. haha crap, but end up everyone was scared lor hahaha even the guys XD

yeahh that's basically all. last but not least..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE SOONG! :D

HOPE YOU'VE HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY TODAY! :D




Tuesday, June 09, 2009
7:49 PM
TODAY'S TRAINING WAS QUITE FUN PLUS FUNNY!

hahaha actually i only like that part, when i shot in that BEAUTIFUL shot from the side and it went past JERRELL and INTO THE GOAL! MUAHAHAHA WHEE YAY :D before that, had some drills and shots which was quite okay. but seriously, my drags suck on the D. I WANT THE GYM! :( haha yeah then we shared the area with the guys team la, which was quite fun cause sijia, yuxian, denise and i were like commenting and commenting and commenting. super funny XD yepyep nothing much actually (:



Monday, June 08, 2009
9:52 PM
JOANNE LAI BAKED COOKIES TODAY! IT'S LIKE THE NICEST AND BEST SO FAR HAHA :D


yepp rushed through baking cookies in the morning cause had to go for penang match in the afternoon. and guess what, i saw abi on the overhead bridge! so funny, then i waited for her at macritchie then went to school to get grace's stick. waited for wan er at the bus stop. and then, we were like saying, omgosh if we see karen alighting here, we're gonna scream cause she was supposed to be far far away while we're waiting for 151. and guess what! TADA karen alighted! HAHA then we took 151 to NUS (:

haha first time, i led in warm-up! which was actually kinda scary at first, cause i mean like, everyone's definitely more experienced and older than me and i somehow have this xiao mei mei feeling. but i still finished warm-up in the end! haha hopefully i can learn to be more serious and fierce next time :D yup okayy the match was.. hehe 7-0. we lost! partly cause the seniors havent played for too long since nationals, and also cause grace and i also didnt really play in proper match for a damn long time already. yep but i felt that, since it was everyone's last match together, no matter win or lose, it's still a match together! :D yup, so i dont think anyone was really SUPER sad or anything (:

then the penang girls are so sweet! they brought souvenirs for us, AWW. yep so sad we didnt get them anything. yup that's basically all (: haha then went subway and bought food (LIKE DUH) and went home! WHEE :D okie, i'm kinda high now haha



Sunday, June 07, 2009
7:01 PM
GORGOR CAME HOME! :D

so cool, after SIX weeks in europe. SIX okay. omgosh, i want to go europe too!! anw, PICTURES! (:

cool and expensive chocolates! this box is like 40plus sing dollars O: (there's alcohol inside :D)

FROM PARIS!

INTERIOR (: i kinda ate a few already haha

HOT CHOCOLATE! just add in hot water, and you get hot chocolate! (:

SO CUTE RIGHT HAHA

MOZART BALLS! :D

INSIDE OF THE BOX (:


my bro got this cool shirt for me from europe! how coooool is that! HAHA

wheee, CHOCOLATES FOR ME! :D




Friday, June 05, 2009
6:15 PM
OMGOSHOMGOSHOMGOSH! HAHAHA I ONLY HAVE ONE WORD.



CAPTAIN! (:




HAHA okay, i should talk more about what ACTUALLY happened. so we had training in the morning. 2 rounds warm-up, 5 rounds caterpillar on outest lane, and 2 sets of suicides (1-2-3-4-5-6-6-5-4-3-2-1), then had 2 sets of conditioning. ohcrap, the running part was okay, it was suicides that killed me! my timing was 1.58 and 2.11! like omgosh. last time i could run 1.40, 1.45 and even the longest was 2.05! and now it's like OMGOSH. die already haha, better train up joanne!

yep then rested for awhile until 9am and had stickwork in the gym. did simple passes and simple dribble plus shots. IT'S SO FUN BEING GOALIE! HAHA though it's damn pain too T.T yeah, then had games. it's the funnest game with all the juniors so far! like though we were really kampong, it was damn fun! and i made a fantastic sprint from one end to the other end and finished off with a shot that no one was blocking! SO COOL HAHA XD yep then had to make speeches. mine was totally impromptu! i mean, i prepared some points to say, but end up, i only said like 1/4 of them and finished very quickly haha and then we went to play piano until the exco have decided on the new exco.

let me tell you, when they were announcing the results, it was scary! seriously. haha my predictions all went wrong. okay, maybe not all, but ABIT. when karen was talking about "captain" she kept on looking at me, which was freakyy XD then when she announced i was captain, i was totally shocked! like O.O i couldnt even think properly! i was like omgosh, crap. hahahaha everything around me was like a dream suddenly. i heard cheering at the back, but i was like more engrossed in "OHWOW" hahaha interesting, i've never had this kind of feeling before. i bet this must be how those "campus superstar" winners felt HAHA then had short talk with the exco. i seriously hope we'll get more juniors! i wanna play in nationals next year (: anyway the results! CAPTAIN - ME, VICE-CAPTAIN - AMELIA, SECRETARY - DENISE, QM/TREASURER - GRACE :D

okayy after that, went for lunch with pamela, grace, yuxian, amanda and denise at penang. and i guess i was still in aftershock, cause i actually agreed to treat them part of their lunch O: now i'm broke! ahh, crap. all cause of grace! haha what captain's treat -.- next time i get qm/treasurer and vice-captain and secretary to treat XD

YAY NJFLOORBALL CHALET HAHA



Wednesday, June 03, 2009
11:00 PM
WHEEEEEE HAPPY HAPPY :D

okay let's see. i left house at 10.30 cause i'm the only one left at home anyway, so doesnt really matter. then reached school bus stop and saw sijia, then waited with her for yuxian then went to school. yup and then.. supposed to have bonding games at 11.30 with the guys, but so diaoz end up, the junior girls went to play piano. we waited until like 12.30 okay! then the guys finished their training, and decided to eat in school O: like wth. we waited so long and they wanna eat in school haha so yeah, the 7 of us, grace, yuxian, amanda, pamela, sijia, denise and i went out to coro prince cafe to eat (:


hahaha funny thing was, we couldnt finish the food! so we brought them back for others to eat :D SHARE THE JOY what XD then had exco interview. it was quite scary i thought. i mean like, if the interviewers were people i didnt know it'll still be okay, but the thought that i already know the exco and we're quite close is like wow. haha but overall i dont know if i did well anot. i got stumped at SOME questions but i really tried my best to think of solutions on the spot. ohwell.

yup ANYWAY, then had training. quite fun today! went back to basic passing and stuff. didnt play game, more technical haha and i'm damn pissed at that darrell/darryl/daryl/darell guy (OKAY I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL HIS NAME) HAHA yeahhh cause we had this drill, where 12 people go out to the centre at once and you have to protect your ball and steal others also. and he kept stealing mine! ahhh angry already haha XD it's called "screamage" i think according to coach XD and then, we had coach's debrief. mostly talk about the seniors' nationals yup and then the guys had like a mini handover session (: so like, captain's bryan, vice-capt's warren, treasurer's junxiang, qm's yong le, and secretary's sean. yup. haha then had pic-taking :D

and then, we were supposed to go for team dinner. okay it was 6pm then. right, then we had birthday celebration for april, may and june babies! CHOCOLATE CAKE! HAHAHA it was SUPER sweet. i had to drink ALOT of water after eating it. then we played captains' ball! SO SHIT CAN. end up, i never touch the ball alot of times HAHAHAHA then we took pics on the field :D yup then by the time we left school, it was almost 8 or past 8 slightly already XD went for dinner with the senior guys also. abit like, we went bukit timah food center, then no place! and then we spent almost an hour and we decided to go kap in the end. haha reached kap at 9 and ate till almost 10 yeah. AND I COMPLIMENTED KAYWEE'S HAIR! seriously, he has good hair quality today and he looked quite shocked cause like, it's flat instead of it's normal spiked hahaha yeppp and then BYEBYE went home (:




Tuesday, June 02, 2009
8:37 PM
guess how i spent my first two days of holidays!

today i spent 7hours at NUS doing SMP. like woah, one day like that guo already -.- yeah then met my mummy at thomson plaza for dinner. and i bought a new piano pop songs book! andandand
I WANT A GRAND PIANO FOR MY DIPLOMA!!
though it's like damn ex. cheapest also 20k T.T ohwell, siannn..

anyway, yesterday i went back to school to discuss floorballholic proposal! we kinda finished quite quickly i guess haha then eugene, sean, bryan and i watched eugene's SICK videos -.- seriously. it's like.. too CHEEM until sean and i couldnt understand most of the stuff XD hm.. then we played floorball! seriously we PLAYED! hahaha played 2v2 (: quite funny, especially the shots in the small goal post is like mostly quite tyco one XD wheee then we did our own drills and shots haha THE FLYING BALL MAKES A WHISTLING SOUND O: first time i hear this kind of sound, damn loud. especially bryan's shots. yeah anyway my feet had blisters forming after yesterday cause i wasnt wearing sports shoes, and luckily they're like gone today :D so cool! i managed to do ONE slap shot out of many many tries and i managed to make ONE backhand shot fly like ABIT HAHAHA which is cool enough for me XD

yup that's how i spent the first 2 days. quite sad right! okay yesterday was quite fun, it was today that was tiring. ohwell. BANGS! :D