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Saturday, August 29, 2009
10:38 AM

TIME IS PASSING WAYYYY TOO FAST!

i'm not prepared! crapp, this week went by super quickly. and next week will too! i'm so not prepared. not prepared for audrina's mep exam, not prepared for youth science conference, not prepared for ass week and school! and soon, after ass week, there'll be intensive chinese camp! higher chinese mannn. then it'll be O's soon. 10NOVEMEBER! O: after that, i'll be OFFICIALLY FREE!

but then again, this year will mark the end of 02's crappiness. ohman, since ip1, all the funny scandals, crap lessons, daiti championships (even like one week before ass week), rushing of projects, class buffets/bbq, to this year, eating in class, STILL rushing projects, restaurant city, 02 worldwar, etcetc. all the crappiness! next year, everyone will be having different lectures at different places. that's so sad. we must still have our class outings! (: i bet when we meet for contact and stuff, we'll go crazy once again haha

AH seriously, i need time to like slow down. just slow downnn let me enjoy these last few days of pure slackness, before hardcore mugging and chionging for ravel and ysc. i HOPE we can get merit for ysc, but i think it's kinda hard. ohwell, I'LL TRY MY BEST!

GAMBATE
! :D



Friday, August 28, 2009
1:36 PM
there's so much i want to tell you, but i'm afraid of what might come after that.



Thursday, August 27, 2009
9:56 PM
i used to think you would always be there for me, but these few days, something is missing. it's not you, it's your approach.



11:49 AM
WHEE i'm in school noww nothing to do -.-

wanted to go homee, but then it's raining now. and the side gate wont be open until 1pm. so i guess i'll be staying with audrina for the drums thingy until 1pm (: siann, had pt in the morning, then did geography with akshay at canteen. haha yay! we're almost done with our report! just left with some maps (if we are going to include them) and the references part yep :D

AH okayy.. BYEE



Tuesday, August 25, 2009
9:46 PM
AH my freaking eyebags are freaking obvious now!

UGH, must be cause of the 4hours of sleep last night -.- i slept at 1am! couldnt sleep cause before that i slept for 2hours in the afternoon. then i woke up at 5am this morning! cause of the rain! i have no idea why i woke up so early too. but surprisingly i wasnt tired at all the whole day! only NOW, i feel SUPER tired. like woahhh, no wonder my eyebags are coming out now. yeahh anw went to school for pt. met who's kimberly (: turns out she was from st.nicks too! HAHA :D

yupp then had chem consolidation. we spent 40mins finding a suitable place XD from the IS lab to the library to the sigma lab to the classrooms XD yeahh then had consolidation to about 10plus. yep, then had lunch with audrina and brendan. and then played piano! haha practiced abit of ravel but yeahh turned out quite bad XD so i ended up playing some of my songs HAHA yup then we went library to do bio project. but after like 20mins of discussing with audrina, we ended up going onto facebook, and played restaurant city! HAHA but then end up brendan and audrina were playing, then i just stoned there O: yeahh so stayed there until almost 2pm, then audrina and brendan went for the drum thingy. while i went island by myself!

so stupid la, i loaded like ONE minute of the anime only -.- so end up, i bought my icecream, and i couldnt watch any anime haha then i planned training! which wasnt followed in the end cause only 5 people came todayy. yup anw, reached back school at about 3.30pm, then went online. talked to terence for awhile while doing bio at the same time (: female infertility is actually quite interesting XD yepp then training! today did more on passes and shots. then games (: so yepp. thenn went for dinner! super full now! went penang and then starbucks. i feel like i'm going to explode anytime now O: haha yeah but i'm saddd cause i spent almost 20bucks today just on food and drinks -.- no more money for the weeeeeeeeeek :(


haha yepp i think i shall sleep before 11pm today. going to school tomorrow to do geog with akshay (:



Monday, August 24, 2009
11:06 PM
everyone needs affirmation.

was just reading through the fuzzies from confirmation camp and stuff. and i'm glad to have met and made wonderful friends at church (: it's amazing, how we didnt know each other and yet we can relate and affirm one another, comfort one another.

one fuzzy reminded me of the night when we received the letter from our parents. i remember i cried. but yet, i smiled when i realised my friends are all with me. and in that fuzzy, it said, "That night when we received our parent's letter, you cried, but still had the courage to smile, that is amazing, really admire you for that." isnt it wonderful, how a simple sentence like this can give one affirmation and strength to carry on.
many many fuzzies i read. affirmation of myself.

how i wish i hadnt been so wilful and stubborn then, i really miss everyone..




- will I have the courage to turn back?



9:26 PM

whee i should post my holiday schedule here. this week no school cause obs!

monday: FREE! tuesday: pt, chem consolidation, bio project, ravel, training, floorball dinner! wednesday: geog, leadership talk! thursday: pt, geog! friday: FREE!

i think i'll edit this next dayy after i plan more stuff again haha (:




4:39 PM
PRETTY GINGERBREAD COOKIES (:








Sunday, August 23, 2009
10:18 AM
i suddenly miss the times in st.nicks..

lazy corner! toilet breaks! orange bowl! snco! jubilate! fishy gang! japan! manymany others.

i'm even missing times like cny, teachers' day, national day etc.

well, i guess life is full of regrets. though i didnt get a chance to finish my 4 years in st.nicks, i'm glad i've brought 2 years of wonderful wonderful memories along with me when i left (: so now, it's just a matter of fact whether i am able to let go of these regrets and face the current situation.



Saturday, August 22, 2009
8:12 PM
I'M BORED! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NOW CAUSE I'VE FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK ALREADY! LEFT WITH PROJECTS -.-

whee okay let's see what happened.

thursday pt was okayy. ran to scgs and back (: then had conditioning. was it very bad? cause like the JH3s had muscle aches from running the next day O: haha yeah then lessons was okayy. had zuowen and maths test! zuowen was okayy, i hope i didnt write out of point since i wrote so quickly. i finished in 40mins when it's an 80mins test XD then maths was okayy. can pass, but i hope for an A! i'm just scared of careless mistakes for integration. yep then after school, had lunch then went toa payoh to pay for the court booking. next time, i wont take mrt! i had to walk super long from the mrt to the sports complex. next time i should just take bus (:

fridayy had bio! okay it wasnt as sick as the previous time XD then LA was witch-hunt presentation. but tianyu was on mc, so our presentation is after obs. hm mr khoo was super funny during maths la, cause the other classes were making alot of noise outside class over obs groupings, then he went out and shout, then come back in smiling! HAHA yeah, then had lunch when i learnt some shocking news O: haha then chem. WE MADE SOAP! well, it didnt turn out as nice. but ohwells, haha it's quite cool overall. i brought them home and put them in the fridge and now they're hard! but i dont think i'll ever use them haha XD

oh and we had phototaking! our class was super small la. 15/16 people only cause the rest on mc. then 03 had sunglasses for funshot, guess what we have for ours! GIANT STRAWBERRY POCKY STICKS (: haha quite last minute planning though XD yup then amelia and i met up with sean and bryan to do floorballholic AAR. super funny! all amelia's fault. make me go high about bio! then sean and bryan were like kinda shocked at me HAHA so yep training was okay. but everyone seemed so tired, not physically, but more like mentally O: must motivate them more next time (:



Wednesday, August 19, 2009
6:48 PM
SOMETIMES I'M TOO NICE FOR MY OWN GOOD, SERIOUSLY.

tuesday! short dayyy. if you dont count trainings. haha had pe which was like slackk. then junhao, me, akshay, and andrew were like trying to make eugene jealous XD the whole story's damn funny la hahaha yeah well anw lessons werent very interesting that day. physics! WE GOT DAMN HIGH! ANDAND, AKSHAY! GIJOE HAHA damn funnyyyyy. omgosh see the pics, funny ttm! haha



mr sim couldnt control us after awhile too XD so yep. thennn stayed back for training. but before that, went to watch amelia's group's LA presentation. the only audience were me and junhao. haha and it was supposed to be funny! but i didnt catch anything funny oops. sorry amelia's group. haha yeah junhao and i were like planning stickwork and pt. not bad ah, the sets haha yup then went library with amelia after that. and i slept there after reading 5 pages of chinese O: haha then went for training! i feel happy. like finally, i managed to carry out my own drills and training. without the guys sharing the place cause they were doing pt. but it was freaking hot! now i have a tan AGAIN -.-

yep then today, well, the only fun thing that happened today would be physics? HAHA cause before physics we had a paper ball fight. then stopped for physics, but actually during physics we were like storing up our "WEAPONS" haha super funny. after physics! once mr sim stepped out of class, OUR CLASS WAR STARTED! HAHA go watch! my facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=674853796&v=app_2392950137&ref=profile

haha yupp then stayed back in library to mug awhile first before bryan came and we TRIED doing the after action review. haha but nvm, we'll continue tmr night XD yep, okayy the things i need to do today! SMP POSTER AND STUDY FOR MATHS TEST TOMORROW! after i'm done, i'm done! i shall go sleep early tonight hahaha




Monday, August 17, 2009
5:56 PM
monday blues.

BUT OHWELL. went to school as usual (:

geography was free period cause mr heah's on course! so audrina and i went down to get a drink (: yupp MI was quite funnn. mrs tan really have her way of suanning andrew XD yep then had break. audrina and i went down againn haha audrina ate a full meal while i just ate breaddd. then had math! SUPER FUNNY. haha cause 04 and 06 went obs, so left 02. and it's like so few of us only. then for math, we did some questions and stoned for most of the lesson. mr tan didnt teach much cause it's more of revision for the test on thursday. yupp then i ended up irritating amelia by singing "fallin for you" over and over again XD

uh huh then had bio! SUPER CRAP! amelia and audrina says i was turned on during bio -.- haha but seriously! since we are on the topic now, obviously i had to find answers for my burning questions! and the guys are sick! ehh no, okay more like OUR CLASS is sick! haha i think even mr lye had a hard time trying to control us XD then we walked past 03, they were like so leng jing learning about the human reproductive system O: yepp then chinese had compre test then lunch! yupp and then there wasnt any MI lecture cause mrs tan wasnt feeling well, so we pushed LA forward! then after the witch-hunt presentation, we went home! at like 3.15! HAHA so cool! like finally for once, we get to go home early. though other classes end at 1.45 buttttt nvm (:

YEP and now i'm supposed to be doing my LA reflection but i dont wantttt. crap, i should stop procrastinating. okay i'll do later tonight :D



Friday, August 14, 2009
8:48 PM
SUPER TIRING DAY MAN! okay actually it was only the race. haha but i'll come to that later.

yepp so had bio in the morning! so crappp now minus one mark from my test paper, then i couldnt get my A -.- irritatinggg ohman haha yeah then after that, had break then LA. debate was kinda screwed! HAHA most of us didnt prepare for it, but then, akshay was super funny! "summon the devil" huh haha and junhao also! damn retarded. sue-ann was quite funny too XD andand proctor/darren! wtc, and darryl was like "shut up" all the time -.- haha yeahh i guess these was what made the debate kinda interesting in the end XD

then had math test! OHMAN, i wanna get an A leh. means i must get 21/30! HOPEFULLY can get. but i didnt do a few questions cause i didnt know how to do T.T ohwell, then lunchhhh. and CHEM! made esters today! haha wtc, some smelled so grossss. the only nice ones we managed to make was rootbeer smell, green apple smell and banana smell (: wanted durian! but no durian smell -.- OH there was a super strong vinegar smell la. it's like still stuck in my nose now XD then we didnt have PE in the end cause it rained.

yupp but after the rain stopped, we trained for 4x100m race. skipskipskip, to the actual race! SUPER COOL! 02 won FIRST for both JH4 4x100m GIRLS AND GUYS! HAHA so funn next year i wanna run 100m again XD but we came in second for 4x400m.. and i think it's cause i lagged the first round! ohmann, seriously la, we got the last lane (which sucks) then the curve part was damn hard to run! and then towards the last 100m, i let 2 others overtake me :( super cui already by then, almost wanted to faint. haha then after i passed the baton, i totally just fell down on the floor -.- then guess what! i scraped my knee haha like ABIT. ohwell GOOD JOB 02! WE ROCK! andand terra rocks too! the JH3 4x400m WE ALSO OWNED! FIRST MAN HAHA

yeahh then amelia and i went for training. haha by then super cui already. after the race we stoned at grandstand for like 15mins or so cause we really couldnt walk anymore haha yupp then during training played one game and it was a damn bad game la haha but anw YAYS! i've finally gotten my FIRST medal of my life! MUAHAHA supposed to have came in top10 for road run but didnt. ohwell, now got this! HAHA (: wheee happy happy.



Thursday, August 13, 2009
9:11 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!


i've decided to work hard from today onwards. no more slacking or procrastinating :D

yupyup so todayy, had a surprise birthday party for amelia in the morning! so funny, EVERYONE came late! so only amelia came on time for the SUPPOSED pt haha then in order to stall for time, i had to run two rounds with amelia! and to think amelia wanted to run 6 rounds O: luckily yuxian and denise came on time to stop us from running anymore haha yep then went to the gym cause apparently amanda "fell down" from the stairs. hahaha yupp then celebrated for amelia! sang like 3 times i think haha XD so in the end, yep there wasnt any pt (:

lessons was okayy i guess. geography.. discussed project stuff. hopefully it's okayy! then had chinese and math. chinese was kinda boring, talked about yingyongwen and stuff. math was like slackkk. and mr tan refuses to do my survey! haha the teachers all think i'm scamming them -.- yep then had lunch and gs lecture. it was quite short, so yep, quite nice haha

yup then after school was quite funny! amelia and i were like in class, randomly drawing stuff on the board and singing haha then it's so funny watching the twins peer tutor other people! LIKE OMGOSH. hahaha yeah then amelia and i got so bored, we went out of class and closed ALL the doors and windows :D suffocate the people inside HAHA and we made funny faces at the window. okay not WE, but ME XD yepp then we decided it was too boringgg so we went canteen. actually no, amelia went library to finish up her book and i went canteen to eat my icecream. haha yep then waited for jerrell to end school then we went plaza sing (:

so the 3 of us bused to plaza sing to meet yuxian, sijia, denise and teresa. so we reached, and we went to buy tix for xia dao xiao. haha and guess who i saw there! TERENCE! ohmann i wonder who he's waiting for haha he seemed so paiseh to see me. he's like wishing i can hurry up disappear or smth XD yepp after buying tix, went to a hongkong cafe to eat. then jerrell amelia and i talked more about yesterday's match and stuff yup. hm.. YEAH then went to watch movie haha it was scary and funny! ohman, i screamed la. chain effect man. from denise/teresa to yuxian/sijia to me/amelia. haha then the couple beside me got a shock the first time i screamed. haha then so funny, the guys behind were like saying "walao they scream damn loud" haha dunno if they were referring to us anot XD yepp then rushed home after that, cause ohwell, there's a math test tomorrow to study for :(

WHEEE i shall be guai kia from now on (: no more emo-ing (i hope) haha i think emo-ing is badd. like it makes you even more emo then you even more wont wanna do work (: so yepp, my aim is to do well and just be happy :D then maybe one day, RAINBOWS AND STARS CAN MEET! HAHAHA ohman that would be so cool haha :D



Wednesday, August 12, 2009
9:04 PM
TODAY'S JUST NOT MY DAY!

first was math mock quiz. i couldnt do functions! like omgosh. i cant afford to screw up the 15% test this friday! then was physics test. like omgosh, even though it's only 5%, i bet i scored the lowest in class! who else would've gotten a 2/10 O: yeahh then friendly with RJ. it was fun, but we lost. 10-1. i'm not disappointed with the team, i thought everyone put up a great fight considering this is our first friendly (: but i'm utterly disappointed with myself! stupid headache. of ALL days! why today. screw you. i could've done much better seriously. this sucks. but no matter what, i'm still really proud of the team yeah! (:



Tuesday, August 11, 2009
11:53 PM

I DONT FEEL GOOD. not good.

I FEEL SUPER STRESSED! it's tiring how sometimes i have to fake and say NOPE I'M NOT STRESSED. when i'm totally like stressed out! wtc. it's funny how i cant tell alot of people my real feelings, like seriously. that's how screwed up this world is. FAKE LIKE SHIT. ohman, this sucks. gross. i wanna sleeeeeeep! so that at least in my dreams, everything seems real.




[roses are meant to be pretty. like how rainbows and stars are.]



Friday, August 07, 2009
9:04 PM
WHEE national day celebrations cum floorball outing!

so yep, ndc was okayy. i never wanna be trees again okay! so paiseh XD haha then the dance part, luckily i didnt forget the dance moves :D yup then went out for floorball outing!

went cine to watch UP. but after we bought the tix, walked over to plaza sing for lunch (: yepp then walked back for the movie. the movie was quite nice :D but at the start i almost fall asleep la. haha yepyep then went to walk around orchard for awhile. went ion orchard :D and guess what, i corrected denise's english! LIKE OMGOSH. for ONCE! hahahaha yup then went taka to get some food. i feel like i'm such a pig! bought ice-cream, tako pachi, cheese pancake and sushi! O: haha yepp then went home. on the way home seriously damn tired already.

didnt go for amelia's party in the end cause by the time the movie ended they also kinda going back already. so yep :( nvm there's always a next time (:

whee PICTURE!




Thursday, August 06, 2009
6:56 PM
i feel sad. school has been really tiring everyday. putting on a mask and putting up an act everyday. i want this to stop! how i wish i'm back in st.nicks..

ohwell, i should stop emo-ing these few days, seriously.

PUTTING THAT ASIDE!

monday has been a long day. cant really remember much either. OHYEAH, we watched "ghosts of rwanda" during MI. and i fell asleep! how bad is that la. it's supposed to be interesting and keep me awake! haha tuesday was tiring crap man! had pt in the morning, then pe, then after school had taiwan immersion programme floorball clinic and had training. pe was damn funny, played badminton against the wind! then we all suck la haha cannot play properly XD and guess what! i dropped my badminton racket TWICE! it just slipped off me -.- yepp then had chinese! watched red cliff! damn niceeeee i wanna watch red cliff 2! :D then for physics, we did a super fun experiment! running up stairs HAHA so sad i'm not the most powerful girl in class -.- i'm the second! :( then floorball training was okayyy had gameplay and stuff yep. soonkiang and denise ah! i know yall wanted to start dunno what scandal of me okay haha dont think i dunno =p

wednesday! audrina confirmed H1N1! O: haha ohwell besides that, lessons was okay. quite alot of stuff done. let's see, i slept during physics! HAHA and mr sim was like "joanne, are you very tired?" ohman this is bad. i'm starting to sleep in classes! then after school, went to play floorball! i feel happy. i can do nice slap shots! andand i can do backhand shots! OMGOSH YAY! HAHA but my draggg heh still needs improvement T.T ohwell, anw it's thanks to a wonderful "coach"! HAHA XD yepp then after that went for ndc full dress rehearsal. abit the last minute la, so like yeah stayed until about 7pm O: crazy one. butbut i'm kinda looking forward to friday (:

today, nothing much i guess. haha quite slack dayy yup. national day celebrations tmr! hopefully it'll be better than last year's :D



Monday, August 03, 2009
9:19 PM
sometimes i find that it is all my fault. why am i such a failure. i really didnt want it to become like that. what has become of our friendship, i wonder.

sometimes i just couldnt control my tears. it's either there's some problem with my tear glands, or it just hurts so much that it comes naturally.

sometimes i wish that if all this havent happened, would we have been happier. it's saddening to see all this happening, knowing i could have done something to change it.

sometimes i hope. i really hope, time would freeze. at that moment when the 3 of us smiled so happily just being together with no worries or barriers.



dear lord, help me and guide me through this. amen.
"I am with you always." ~ Matthew 28:20



Sunday, August 02, 2009
5:33 PM
HAHA i've decided to post some pics :D

MY FLOWER FOR THE DAY!
THIS IS HOW BORED I AM DURING PHYSICS -.-

OMGOSH SO COOL! POLLEN UNDER MICROSCOPE AND TAKEN WITH MY CAMERA! HAHA




Saturday, August 01, 2009
9:31 AM
A SUPER TIRING WEEK!

monday. talk about events after school, stayed back to discuss the final details about floorballholic. then went out for dinner with bryan, sean and amelia. omgosh, SUPER funny! haha somehow everyone started getting really high XD then the most funny thing was about ding xiong HAHA grandpa :D hm yep i cant really remember any stuff from monday already. so yeah, left at about 9 and reached home near 10.

tuesday. ohyeah, amelia and i went "shopping" after school! i went ikea and amelia went novena to get the stuff for floorballholic. crap, i got lost in ikea -.- haha it's super huge can, then must walk here walk there turn here turn there one. haha yeah then went back school for terra ndc dance rehearsal. then had training. AND I LEARNT HOW TO DO THE AIR HOOK THINGY (the one not from the ground) HAHA FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF XD thenn oh yeah, supposed to be my earliest day this week to go home. so i went home at 7plus. ate, went to see doc for the yltc form, then went to ntuc to get can drinks for floorballholic. then by the time i reached home, it's like 10plus already! like omgosh. didnt do any work on tuesday either. but i slept at 1plus. forgot what i was doing XD

wednesday. first day of floorballholic! it was quite messy at the start, i admit. but once it started going, it was quite okay (: though we lagged for quite long haha then ended at 7.30? yeah but i only left close to 8. luckily my dad fetched me, so wednesday was my earliest day home. but then i had to do up the schedule for floorballholic the next day, so i think after i finished that i was super tired and i went to sleep already like at 11plus. so didnt do any work either :(

thursday. second day of floorballholic! it was much better than the first day, but because of more teams, we dragged till quite late. and i played! haha it was quite close, like if we had won the last match against cheekeong's group, my group (sean, luke, marcus, joshua) would have gotten into the finals. but nooo, we lost. hahaha then because i kept defending the goal, my thighs are like aching la haha. so it ended at about 8 again. then stayed back with amelia, bryan and eugene to plan the final day's stuff yup. amelia left first. so after that left bryan and eugene then we went home at about 9plus. by the time i reached home it was like 10 plus? and i had to do up the schedule haha so i ended up sleeping at 1.30 AGAIN.

friday. FINALS! it was super exciting! like everyone was actually not bad! was cheering for 02's team as well as the senior's team. but end up 02 got 4th and seniors got 2nd :( ah nvm la, play for fun can already :D OH AND I LEARNT HOW TO AIRHOOK!! HAHA WITH HALFBALL! SO COOL XD yup then packed up and went out for dinner with denise, eugene, sean, shaun, bryan, warren, yongle and edward at this porridge place opposite beauty world. haha yep then went homeeee. by the time i reached home was close to 11 already :( so then finished up the write-up with bryan and i slept at 12.30! woahhh, tired tired.

now, i seriously need to do my homework! havent been doing homework for the past week. and i've been sleeping in class! omgosh. i actually slept in pop quiz somemore -.- hahaha yeahh MUGMUGMUG JOANNE! JIAYOUS :D