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why is my blog always invaded. well, if you have any comments please just keep it to yourself thank you. this post is dedicated to you.

CAN YOU LIKE SCREW OFF. you know, i really would leave if i want to. but NO, i'm not leaving because i still care for this team. EVEN IF I'M NOT ANYTHING. you are some irritating bastard and you should just f off because i'm so freaking pissed off (: THANK YOU.

and fyi, i am not jealous of amelia. she is my bff and i respect her decisions. so you can just go hide in some corner and bury yourself so that your name will never appear on my blog ever again. THANK YOU.


i realised i've forgotten how a team should be like.

didnt really elaborate much on agape training yesterday. intensity was low, drills were slow, everyone was just sian and tired, coming late for training. marcus got angry and disappointed. he questioned us, why were we there that day. who do we play for. why he was making us run. all those questions. everytime we answered, i guess it was not satisfactory. we ran. and we ran again and again. then he said, those who cant run anymore please get out. by all means get out, i want to see how many of you can remain there. by then i was really sick, the flu getting into me. but because of what he said, i felt determined to fight on, and to finish the runs.

then, he gave us 20mins to cool down and talk. we can choose to talk for 19mins and keep quiet for 1minute. or talk for 1min and keep quiet for 19mins. it's how we want to make use of the time we had. we talked it out, and we became closer in a matter of 20mins or more (: i guess this is what a team should be like. talking it out, being straightforward. we all joined agape, not because we were forced to, it's because we love floorball. we love the sport, we want to play as a team somewhere, to achieve something. during training, we have to forget all out troubles and give it our best for ourselves, for the team, for coach. it is unfair that he gives his 100% when we only give our 20%. i admire marcus, he can really make us think and reflect.

and as i said, lunch was enjoyable (: wonderful team lunch. this is what i call a team.

isnt it weird if we cannot speak our minds during training, we fool around during trainings, waste time dilly dally, complain this complain that. it's not a team if we hang out only in our cliques. what about biasness. it isnt a team celebration if it was not planned by the team together. and if anyone of us is missing. this team is falling apart, i can feel it. i'm going to give it one last try, i want it to work. i miss being in a team. i miss training hard and playing hard. now just sucks. it's like i'm going for the sake of going. i'm committed and i'm obliged to go. floorball is no longer fun if we do not play our best and play as a team. it is a team sport. everyone is important.

two years ago, i joined floorball. training was tough. very tough. but every training was enjoyable. mer was a good captain. the whole team was supportive and awesome. then comes training with karen. i admire her as she can command the whole team to listen and to respect her. tough training, but i kept up with it to improve myself so that i could be something in nationals when i could play. trainings were fun with all the gossips and stuff. when i was captain, i made it a point to incorporate fun during training and to make sure training standards did not drop. and now, i'm really disappointed. i cant believe in the short 3 years that i've been in nj, it changed so much. the emotion, and feeling when i go for trainings. it's different.

dear girls, let's buck up. i'm not using team as of now because we are definitely not a team. not YET. and i believe we will become one soon (: i'm just waiting for that day to come.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BFF JUNHAO! (:

hahaha awesome birthday celebration yesterday night! went his house at about 6pm then we played wii tennis while waiting for the rest to come. 10 people came! including junhao. haha got me, amelia, andrew, akshay, chunwai, jeremy, darren, darryl and lam! it was funnnn. hahahaha i love the ginger biscuits at his house! :D that time jeremy and i finished the whole container oops haha. ohohoh, damn funny! here's what happened!

jh's grandma was talking to jh in chinese.
lam: (asks akshay) what is she talking about?
akshay: GRANDMA.

HAHAHA omggg both of them damn funny! akshay heard as "who is she" and lam is funny cause how would akshay understand chinese! HAHA XD funny funny.

sooooo, went down to eat zi char for dinner :D JUNHAO'S TREAT! thanks alot babe! (: haha we ordered damn alot. plus 2 crabs. end up $158! haha dinner was funnyyy. played truth or dare while waiting for the food to come. haha and andrew's jellyfish thingy is epic! DAMN FUNNY. hahahaha we all couldnt stop laughing. especially amelia! hahaha XD

went back up to have wii tournament (which was never finished in the end) hahaha and cut cake for junhao! funfunfun (: my cake cutting skills improved. hahaha thanks for buying the strawberry shortcake andrew :D haha it's actually quite niceeeee. then lam left after awhile. omggg then comes the funny part! HAHA andrew playing wii is the most epic thing on earth!

andrew: omg, i think after today i can go join olympics!
darryl: what olympics, PARAlympics la!

hahaha funnyyyyy. couldnt stop laughing XD still got more!

darryl: why you hit backwards?
andrew: cause the person is at the back, so must hit the ball forward.
darryl: omg you might as well stand behind the tv play!

haha omgg darryl is damn lame cann. but it was super funny! then darryl and andrew played the scissors paper stone then slap hand game. haha andrew's expression was epic. he was damn scared of darryl when he lost! like, damn funny! hahaha and andrew started dancing as forfeit. the video's going up on facebook laterrr hahaha.

yepp left jh's house at about 11pm or so. damn funnnn :D we should have more simple outings like this haha (:

today's agape training was quite badd. dunno why, intensity dropped. and i realised i'm still sick. when i started running it's like quite bad. alot of phlegm. then today i guess coach was quite disappointed in our standard. so he made us do suicides. i think we did more than 10? lost count after awhile. tiringgg. haha lunch after training was funny too! OMGG so many interesting facts about the team (: funnn. hahaha then went home yepp.

i feel like sleeping now. shit i havent done anything XD


& there are so many questions left unanswered. i have no idea what you are thinking.






















flu plus sorethroat. soon to be cough plus fever ):

anw did i mention, promos is from 1st october to 8th october!! andand my papers are like 1st oct, 4th oct and 5th oct! means from 6th to 8th i have no schooool hahaha so cool. but nahh i dont want promos to come! i'm so unprepared luh omg. need to start mugging soon plus mugging sessions!

kk yesterday's training, quite few people came i must say. most of them are sick. coach didnt come cause he was sick too! but miss wong came though (: haha i think she's good. like she'll point out our mistakes and teach us and scold us and push us. so much more than coach please. and games was good :D i actually felt kinda tired. might be cause i'm abit sick too.

haha anw after training was epic. yuxian pam amelia and i went to bathe. then we thought there was no one in the toilet, so we happily talk and scream and gossip. AND GUESS WHAT. miss wong was in there too! omgg so embarrassing can. i was screaming in the showers cause the water was damn cold, then i bet she heard everything i said. omgg all the stupid and retarded things! T.T i'm never gonna scream anymore in the showers (:

took 169 to amk hub with yuxian and pam. it was loooong, but nice to sleep! hahaha met kim there for lunch! haha supposed to have our mugging session. as in me yuxian and kim. but then kim had to go off for some last min yog stuff. so after lunch, we all went home hahaha and i suppose all of us went home, first thing - SLEEP. i slept for 2hours! haha but still felt damn sick. then at night slept quite early too.

woke up this morning at 8am. did finish cancer tutorial (: siann, i still feel quite stressed for promos. and there's like so many things to do, i really feel like just dont care and fail everything. and i cant fall sick now! cant afford to miss anymore lessons (though i dont mind haha) ohwell, jiayous joanne! :D

p.s. i locked my phone (: NOW NO ONE CAN STEAL MY PHONE ANYMORE! HAHA XD





TIME FOR A POST! (:

let's start from YOG opening! haha went for YOG opening ceremony on saturday with bro, gf and cousin may (: it was niceeee. though we were late, we got to see the athletes close-up! not bad ehh hahaha they are sooo friendly and handsome and cute omg. haha i personally loved the relay part, when the fire came (: damn nice. haha spinspinspin up the tower! yupp anw it ended quite late, like 10plus. and 30mins was spent watching the flag parade omg O: haha anw pics are up on facebook! too lazy to post here XD

sundayy.. nothing much i guess. was just doing homework to catch up on what i've missed on friday and saturday. haha but my dad is so distracting. keep watching YOG, then i'm distracted -.- hahaha well yeah that's all i guess.

mondayy! haha it was a funny dayy. i ended up being amelia's personal assistant! she damn pro can, i know her schedule better than her O: hahaha it was quite funny see her so blur tsktsk haha went for cip after school! it was a REALLY short one. haha like we ended before 6pm. and there's like practically nothing much to do really. i think some of the kids are so cool, they aspire to be scientists, engineer and florist next time! ohmann, i remember when i was young i wanted to be a doctor. then it changed ALOT along the way. and now, i guess i still wanna be a doctor! but i dunno specialise in what yet hahaha (:

today was another random funny day. it's just like totally bimbo day! haha got back econs case study test. 8/20. HAPPY! though i failed, it's an improvement from CTs omg. hahaha now to hope that the essay test was well done. yepyepp lectures were boring. chem tutorial was quite quiet today.

but maths was totally damn crap! like cause mr tsang never come, then no relief teacher also! O: then cw and amelia were busy doing chem, while jh and i were slacking. we were like the only 2 in the whole class not doing any work! haha and guess what we were doing, slapping each other and trying to not be bimbo O: hahaha we couldnt say "like", "omg", "totally" these 3 words. haha damn funny. and he came up with a sentence: "this is like totally omg!" haha omg i think we both siao already.

bio spa was okay i guess (: had quite alot of time left. AQ test.. well, hopefully i'll do well (: haha it's my longest AQ i've ever written! 3 points man. haha yupp training was fun too! jumped stairs. like ALOT. hahaha i bet we're all gonna get really toned legs after today XD yupp then went home by like about 7.30pm.

have been thinking and thinking and thinking. i think i need a break from floorball soon.

and i'm still really confused. so i'm sorry i cant make any decision or choice now ):





whee today is saturday (: i am so screwed hahaha why, because i havent done eom. it was due at 12pm today XD hahaha and all my tutorials not done yet. oopsss. i need mugging sessions! who wanna ask me out HAHA (:

kk updates! floorballholic! AWESOME! hahaha terra got knocked out damn early in the league. ohwell, hahaha it was fun nonetheless (: being referee on thursday made me admire referees even more! OKAY, next year, i'm gonna sign up for the referee course thingy :D

nothing much to update anw hahaha not like things are super wonderful or super bad. it's just.. okay lor. haha it was nice talking to you (: ANYWAY, going for yog opening ceremony later! HOPE IT DOESNT RAIN HAHAHA :D

i want a bigbig bearr hahahaha but it's damn ex omg. 70bucks for the 100cm one ): the white one is so prettyyyy, so sweet haha (:

haha and random much, BUT. i miss melbourne! the pictures make me wanna go back thereeeee (:


this is my blog, so i guess i have the right to write what i feel. and you have no right to judge whatever you read.

have been thinking for quite awhile now, maybe things would be different or even better if i had not ran for any exco position. honestly, i think things are getting quite weird. sometimes, i'm stuck in between 2 groups. and sometimes, i dont know if i should speak or what. it seems as though i'm acting as a captain when i'm not. it's just awkward at times.

come to think about it. i must have been quite a failure then. heh, since it's so hard to get someone's attention.

was telling amelia, maybe i'm too used to how things were before. how things were carried out. and basically, just how the people around me were like. i miss how things were like before, staying back till late at night, going out scouting for jerseys and stuff. well, those were good memories eh (: cant believe one year went past so quickly.

well for now, let's just try and make things work! i wont give up so easily, no i wont.

and if any floorball member reads this feel like wth or anything, dont worry i expected it from you. but this is MY blog, so keep it here and it stays here.

on a side note, the only things i'm looking forward to now are floorballholic FINALS (OOM BAH BAH WE WILL MAKE IT THERE!) ISSF to adelaide! div2div2div2! and more div2! haha div2's coming, we need a goalie! i wanna make it to the team! :D hahaha training hard. yupyupp.

my eyes are red. pain and red.


'Cause i would die for you on skyway avenue;











HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

long overdue photos from sfx youth night! but thenn, i realised i totally spammed terence's camera XD his whole album all my photos HAHA oops. ohwell, i only koped some nice ones (: the rest on facebook see hahaha. damn retarded can. i took like over 10plus photos with terence just to find a position which i look glam in XD













ndc yesterday! haha terra was kinda screwed cause of some probs with PA. but in any case, it was scary dancing at the podium! but so saddd it's like the last ndc i'll take part in ): kk then supposed to have floorball photo taking after ndc. but turned out only the jh3s came. fail luhh. omgg i was damn sad can! it's like very sian to go for floorball trainings now. i dunno, i feel as if this team is starting to get quite.. i dunno what to say.

played piano with amelia while waiting for yuxian sijia and garry. end up only the 5 of us went out! went curry wok for lunchhh haha then island creamery for icecream! and garry says i eat alot T.T (though it's true) hahaha yupyupp then we spent damn long deciding where to go after that. wanted to watch movies but the timings suck. so we took whichever bus that came and it was 156! so we went bishan (: haha played arcade and shopped awhile there then went homeeee hahaha











before today, i was thinking.. where has that passion for floorball gone to? that excited feeling everytime i go for training. it's like i've kinda lost that happiness already. it's too soon for me. i never expected it to be gone so quickly.




ever heard of 4hours pw marathon and end up being crazy?

well, that happened to my group last night! HAHA went yunwei's house to do pw. did from 7pm to 11pm. and towards the end, darryl and i siao already. end up screwing up facebook stuff hahaha XD yunwei also joined in the fun after we finally finished with pw. haha! it was super funny omgg.

today was okay (:

awkwardness. ugh, how can i get through to you i wonder, i never know what you are thinking. and what saddens me is i'm not trustworthy to you. and to you, thanks(: then to you, i appreciate the help.

and finally, you. i'm speechless. every time i look at you, somehow the words just cant come out. it's as if we're plunged into this room of darkness separated by a piece of glass from each other. maybe i'm thinking too much..

OHWELL, in any case. I AM SINGLE OKAY. stupid darryl -.- he actually said "hey, love" to me today, omg gross ttm. i dont want play anymore hahaha (: