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TODAY WAS FUNFUNFUN :D

training at rp today (: productive! hahaha but i'm still not used to my stick yet. couldnt really shoot well. but those that i actually managed to shoot, joshua says it's good! :D like fast hahaha yayy must train more! hahaha asked amelia to help me bring to valhall cut my stick, so hopefully it'll be easier to use now. after training, had a really long exco meeting. then some of the guys went to play an impromptu friendly with the smu guys hahaha cool.





hahaha i've deleted all the emo posts that i've posted when i locked my blog (: have been feeling really moody these few days. especially so in the mornings. i guess the stress is getting into me already. i think also partly cause, everyday i just go home and sleep! without doing ANY WORK. seriously, for one whole week hahaha XD i tend to chiong work over weekends (:







joanne lai is in a good mood today (:









I FEEL LOST.

yesterday was really tiring. training at rp, then agape at valhall. my contacts were like so dry i kept tearing ): yeahh and during agape training didnt really focus well. amelia and i concluded "it's a bad idea to go for agape after floorball training" hahaha anw bought new stick! well, it's a really old design already (: it's like the seniors kinda pink stick :D EXEL electra haha i bought it cause it still looks nice to me and it's freaking cheap! 30bucks (: can play for another 2 years hahaha XD

last night, i was too tired to do any work. my eyes hurt like crap telling me i should go sleep early. and i had a nightmare. i dreamt my bf turned into an evil monster and wanted to kill me. but then at the last moment, he sort of regained his sanity but then he was about to disappear already. disintegrate into thin air. i was so saddd! then i woke up! feeling sadd and emo. and now i feel like there's so many things to do, but yet i couldnt bring myself to do! joanne lai i hate your slacker attitude seriously. when have you become so slack -.- and i'm still really scared for pw. really really. if i could, i'll go jump off a building to end my misery.











i've decided to blog about the past few days (:

mondayy. HM it's a really long day. i cant really remember much hahaha i only know we stayed back to practice dance but learnt not much too haha (: tuesday! even longer day haha had 4x400 heats after school, AND WE QUALIFIED FOR FINALS! hahaha yayyy (: and floorball really rocks man! we all qualified for so many events! GREAT JOB PEOPLE :D yupp then went to watch the floorballholic pub stunt and then went out for dinner with amelia, garry, joe and bryan ho at adam road (: funfunfun hahaha gossiped quite abit XD by the time i reached home, i think i didnt do much then just went to sleep hahaha

wednesdayy was the floorballholic pub stunt. IT WAS GREAT! like really really. it's so unlike the other pub stunts (: hahaha yupp pe was quite fun playing frisbee (: thennn after school had some leadership workshop which was really fun yeah! HAHA i thought it would be boring, but it's surprisingly really fun! yeppp ohh it was the most epic day of my life. went home, ate, bathed, slept at 9. HAHA cool right. i slept at 9 like omg. means 9 hours of sleep (: hahaha today i was damn awake for most of the lessons can XD even with contacts haha not bad wor, i wore the whole day. 14 hours (: but when i took out my eyes went RED. hahaha but went down after like 1 minute or so. haha yeahh anw today i messaged alot of people. damn fun hahaha (: training today, huijun, karen and liying came! :D happy happy hahaha

hahaha i should be doing pw. SIANZ. note: i SHOULD be doing pw. means, i MIGHT not do in the end oops hahaha














i shall update from thursday! (:

okayy so apart from the very badly done bio paper.. training in the afternoon was actually productive in a way! felt damn tired after that haha i guess playing with the seniors does help! haha karen liying jas kw and kenneth came back (: had fun playing with them! haha omg liying bought a new stick from valhall which is only 60plus dollars! I WANNA GET A NEW STICK TOO! i shall use my own money if my parents dont wanna subsidise me haha so went prince for dinner with the seniors after training. it was so funnyy, all the uni stories and army gay stories and kw and kenneth's ghost stories! apparently they had some haunted house kinda thingy for their uni camp and it's super scary omg. kw is a damn good actor can XD yupp only went home at 10plus. didnt have time to study for econs in the end oops.

fridayy i was really sad in the morning, cause of one line that mr tan said "i need to talk to you about your gpp later" wthh i really wanted to cry can. yeahh so turned out it was okay, just needed more details -.- aiya pw's screwed so that's it. end of story. haha skipp then there's econs test! um, i hope i pass! just pass can already. i need to pass all my econs tests now to at least get an S by end of the year! haha yupp had 400m heats after school! came in 2nd for my heats. floorball girls are damn cool! we were all either 1st or 2nd in the heats! we rock man!! hahaha i'm damn interested to find out my timing on monday (: haha so yup went for rock night after that! it was NOT BAD i must say. hahaha the bands are really NOT BAD. except for some who tried to sing taylor swift's love story. omgg i wanted to throw smth at him please haha yepp then went home at like 10.30 or so.

yesterday was damn cool. woke up and didnt feel like going for training! cause it was raining. damn shiok to sleep in can. but anw, still went for training luh. and guess what, valhall was freaking flooded! actually the whole kallang place was kinda flooded. hahaha the drains were like damn full, we almost couldnt cross the bridge XD but it was so fun! FIRST TIME I SEE FLOOD hahaha had fun playing in the water since i brought slippers hahaha yupp then we saw 唐育书! OMGG he's damn cute seriously. esp when he smiles OMGG my heart just totally flew away O: hahaha he's cuteeeee AHH. hahaha so end up valhall didnt open, so did the cage and stuff, so went for breakfast with amelia, yuxian, zhuer, petrina, melanie and audrey at subway. haha it was quite funny XD had funny convos hahaha

after that, went to fetch my bro back from airport! YAYY he's back! 3 weeks seemed so fast hahaha and not long later he's gonna fly to shanghai world expo again -.- bring me lehhh. hahaha went for my eye checkup again. not bad eh, this time no scratches (: haha then went for mass and sfx youth night! ahhh it felt so weird. like this very out-of-place feeling. thanks terence for keeping me accompany! (: i'm so sorry i'm not going for owl today haha next week k! ahh but on the other hand, i missed talking to quite alot of them too. it's like so much more fun to talk to them face to face then sms. actually that's only terence haha cause he's like the only one i actually kept in contact with after i left ): haha terence is annoying. keep asking me go back for owl. bleahh haha

so yeah youth night was really inspiring. i felt that warmth againn. the feeling of praising and worshiping God. simply amazing. i guess that's what made me join owl in the first place. but some things are making me keep my distance from owl too. nvmm i'll figure out soon (: hahaha yeahh went home aboutt 10plus again (: omg i just realised, nigel is from sfx, i couldve just asked him to follow me go for youth night DAMN.

so theree. 3 very long days! and guess what, I DIDNT DO ANY WORK AT ALL! shit la, k i should start doing now (:





MY EYES ARE OKAY! :D finally. hahaha today was such a slack day please. chem prac.. went through tutorial which junhao and i both didnt bring XD so we stoned awhile, then ended up playing the "cut the finger" game O: haha retarded much. then econs lecture i was damn high. couldnt stop talking. then so embarrassing can! suddenly whole lt so quiet. then i realised miss wong was looking at me cause i totally just turned around to talk to amelia hahaha then she gave me that "why are you talking" kinda look. oops. hahaha pe was quite fun (:

after break, had bio test (i think it was quite okay) haha then career talks! went for the CAAS one. omg i really want a scholarship damn badly. i went around taking all sorts of brochures and booklets and stuff. but i'm seriously considering defence psychology. I GET TO WORK IN THE ARMY AND WEAR A UNIFORM AND STILL DO SOMETHING THAT I LIKE (: hahaha and best of all, got scholarship de! haha so yeahh can try (: if not then actually got quite alot of nice occupations toooo! like tourism board sounds interesting. or like social services (: hahaha ohwell, so yeah went home after that.

went to check my eyes again, and it's finally recovered! back to contacts tomorrow afternoon. haha i made specs too though (: will be getting it on sat haha yupyup. omgg i was damn stressed just now over eom. realised the article i sent mr tan was crap. like really crap. and i couldnt find anymore articles cause my topic is so freaking hard to do. so end up, i decided to evaluate pictures. i have no idea if it'll work, but we'll see how this weekend (:

kk time to sleep. my eyebags are baddd.

& tell me this ain't a dream;

whee had fun yesterday (:

hahaha agape training first at valhall at 1pm. guess what, met amelia at dhoby then we took 16, then stupid 16 never go kallang cause of ndp! then it stopped somewhere at mountbatten mrt station, then we had to walk damn long to valhall. was like 30mins late in the end oops. haha yeahh but training was fun and productive. good (: haha trained till 3pm then went home by circle line.

k then went out with the seniors for dinner! met at marina square (: and it was SUCHHHH A TYPICAL OUTING PLEASE. the guys were like one side, and the girls another side. i never even talked to any of the guys XD hahaha ate at thai express, the seniors kept talking about uni stuff then i felt so left out haha then after dinner, went to bowl. well, i didnt bowl la! cause i was wearing skirt haha but half of them bowled. soonkiang is DAMN pro please. my idol :D he kept striking! shuai shuai shuai. hahaha yeahh we played till quite late. only left at like 11.30pm.

karen wants a girls' outing. MUST ASK ME K hahaha yesterday's outing was so faill. guys and girls are like... well you know. haha XD some of the seniors are going overseas! ohmann i'll miss them. haha i'm already missing all the after training dinners and gossips (: shall plan another outing soon! hahaha (:

i felt so depressed on the bus today. HAHA school today was okayy as usual. i think bio might fail XD went through structured today, kinda didnt make it eh haha and econs is CONFIRM PLUS CHOP FAIL. my whole class, only 3 passed. haha but that wasnt why i was depressed. it's cause my phone went out of batt! i damn saddd. no music at all. then i slept on the bus, almost missed my stop hahaha






I FEEL SLACK HAHA shit la alot of things to do though ):

wheee i forgot to mention yesterday, miss yong's not our pt teacher anymore BUT she's my pe teacher now! HAHAHA damn funny. last time mr latif also became our pe teacher after he's not our pt teacher anymore hahaha yupp so had height and weight yesterday. omg i shrank. 147 -.- then after i took off my clip (cause i suspected miss yong didnt measure properly) I BECAME 146.5 WTH hahaha i refuse to admit. i'm still 148 :D hahaha but i lost 2kg though. i'm now 39kg hahaha (:

kk todayy was slack day! hahaha maths lecture we werent listening at all cause we already learnt what was being taught. then gc was kinda slack. and gp lecture was boringg ttm. haha then maths tutorial was in lt3. cw jh and i kept talking and laughing, never listen also hahaha then had bio which was boring. AND TWO EXCO MEETINGS IN A ROW. hahaha damn funny XD and then right we met our new pt teacher miss ong (: i can only say, she's quite an interesting person :D hahaha

i'm tired noww. my eyes have been feeling sore the whole day. i hope it heals soon (:

track heats next week. signed up for 3 events omg. hahaha might even go for open relays (: K TIME TO SLEEP :D

no picture today. too lazy to find haha


my eyes hurt. well, not that it hurts, it just feels like something's poking my eye constantly. have to stop wearing contacts for a week! apparently both my eyes are slightly scratched ): had some medicine applied on my eyeball so hopefully one week later i'll be able to wear contacts again (:

yesterday was hell. hahaha simple as that.

morning gathering in the morning! WHEE loved it (: haha then had lessons. boring much. hahaha cant remember anything other that the inequality junhao came up with -.- and that for bio mcq i got 17/20. haha but i definitely remember PT. OMG TERRIBLE MAN. my legs are aching todayy. ran 10 rounds warm up. 5 sets suicides with core conditioning. supposed to do fan drill and cool down 8 rounds but we skipped that cause everyone was too tired. kk that's yesterday (: took bus home with yuxian and denise. had fun gossiping and catching up (:

todayyy quite boringg. chem prac was fun though hahaha went for the relationship thingy awhile and then went for eye checkup. which is how i found out why my eyes were red these few days and tired and suan and pain. siann i cant sleep now ): i keep thinking about.. something. something which i cant get off my mind everyday.





todayy was a happy day (:

birthday surprise for emily chua in the morning! AWESOME! hahaha though only me, sam, eunice, brenda, valerie and zhu er went, it was still fun! went to emily's house (: hahaha but had to wait for her downstairs instead cause we didnt wanna disturb her parents :D

haha yepyep then went over to novena to do pw! and went to city hall to "investigate" the area. hahaha well that's kinda boring. BORING PART OVER!

my aunts, nephews and niece came over. super noisy! i was so busy entertaining the small kids! hahaha i felt damn relieved to step out of the house later on (: went to meet chunwai at island creamery. haha bangs plus contacts. he couldnt recognise me! then waited for junhao, akshay and amelia to come. ALL OF THEM COULDNT RECOGNISE ME WITH CONTACTS O: haha do i look so different? XD yupp then andrew met us at holland v. jeremy too busy couldnt come. sooo, had dinner at nydc! AWESOME! damn niceee hahaha and quite funny XD we should go holland v more often. there are so many shops there and the ambience is really nice! yupp. went home about 9pm cause jh have curfew 9.30pm at boarding.

all in all, another fun dayy (:

this is a really nice song! :D

AGAPE FLOORBALL OUTING!

guess what. only connie and i went in the end! one by one in the morning everyone told connie they cant make it. hahaha so.. connie and i stoned at macs until the rain stopped then went to cycle! ohoh saw awyong there! like she could still recognise me! so cool haha yep along the way took some pics here and there haha then had subway for lunch then we went home (: simple outing. hahaha i really hope next time will have more people going!





OMG. 10 Promises to my Dog is a MUST WATCH! just watched it online on youtube. it's SUPER touching! omgg i cried almost 10 times throughout the whole movie T.T and it's really cry until quite bad somemore. got a few more time but it's the mild tears forming one. seriously, it's a really really really nice show! my favourite show now (: never have any show made me cry so much before! shitt my eyes are swollen now, how to wear contacts tmr oops. next show i'm gonna watch when i feel like crying: Hearty Paws! heard it's quite touching too :D i shall see which show is nicer hahaha

i feel so much better after watching the show (: i remember i once posted, if i can put my contacts in my eye, if gpp gets approved (or at least the idea is there), and if we continue on this like this, my life is great. so currently, i think my life is great! :D


zzzzz feeling so zzzzz now.AH just saw something then i feel damn pek cek. like wth luhhh. i'm damn sad noww. but cannot like that! cannot compare de (: everyone is different. i believe one day i will be the star person! :D i will prove to everyone that they are totally wrong about me. and that i will be so determined and motivated and will work damn hard to improve my skills (: