Wednesday, October 18, 2006
5:28 PM
hmmm.. okay. ytd co was QUITE fun! minus the fact that erhu2 have to play SO many notes while erhu1 and gaohu play the melody! so unfair! ok la, den liyan and i kept eating tic tac! and kept talking even after lbs scold la. (((:den today's reflection day, it started off okay la. just play games and everything. den that boy before recess went to talk bout his life and den i nearly cried la! dunno why. but thats not the worst part can. the worst part is like after that i dunno la. all so blur. den like the person ask us write some things and den reflect, den he started talking bout sad sad stuff without friends.. and wad everyone needs a friend and so on. den he say we should take this time to say sorry or thankyou to all those we have hurt or teachers la. den i really reflected, and i dunno why i cried!! until very can3 also leh. like tears just kept flowing. cannot stop de. den like everyone went everywhere and hug everybody. it was... just so terrible the feeling. i went out and started crying like mad! ya.. den when i finally stopped, they said sad sad things again and i NEARLY cried again la. but i told myself: joanne! cannot cry! later cannot stop again! ya den i dunno la, today very sad jiu dui le. :(((((but i feel so much better la now after crying! ((: shall go slp now, later still got piano! *sob sob*
