Monday, August 03, 2009
9:19 PM
sometimes i find that it is all my fault. why am i such a failure. i really didnt want it to become like that. what has become of our friendship, i wonder.
sometimes i just couldnt control my tears. it's either there's some problem with my tear glands, or it just hurts so much that it comes naturally.
sometimes i wish that if all this havent happened, would we have been happier. it's saddening to see all this happening, knowing i could have done something to change it.
sometimes i hope. i really hope, time would freeze. at that moment when the 3 of us smiled so happily just being together with no worries or barriers.
dear lord, help me and guide me through this. amen.
"I am with you always." ~ Matthew 28:20
