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Monday, November 30, 2009
9:49 PM
haha i was too carried away at being pissed i forgot to blog about saturday!

went out with usual peeps. amelia, twins, junhao, andrew, jeremy and yvett! then nigel joined us like damn late later. haha so we went out to eat! actually more like we went tcc and watch andrew eat O: HIGH TEA WOR. hahaha yeah then i bought a drink! latte mocha (: not bad. quite nice actually haha then amelia/junhao/jeremy shared some nutella drink also. haha andrew eats cookie with a spoon! like omgosh haha


after tcc, walked over to orchard central! on the way there the guys bought NaughtyG (: it's actually quite nice! omgosh i like the taste hahaha only junhao and i liked the taste XD yeahh then went up roof garden of central, nothing much la. just that everyone kept making me take picture with andrew -.- i like my hair advert's swing XD i didnt know amelia took that photo! quite cool eh HAHA


then went to plaza sing! haha walked there again. but by the time we reached there, bought all our "picnic" stuff, amelia and twins had to go. so left the few of us, sit outside mrt there eat HAHA we bought chicken, sausages, durian! damn nice i tell you hahaha nigel joined us about here (: then after that junhao jeremy and i left first. the 3 of us are like train buddies! always take together one HAHA



6:44 PM
some people are just so pissifying at times seriously. UGH. but then again, i cant shout at them cause i need to maintain my image (: irritating shit la bleah. why cant you just do things on time! box you then you know. walao.



11moredays(: somehow it's always like that. i'll look forward to my birthday when it's like 10months away that kind. and when it's really near, i'll be like omgosh. how to celebrate and stuff. haha



Friday, November 27, 2009
10:09 AM
okayy time to recap! haha

wednesday went back for recee! it was quite fun actually hahaha the balls are so hard to find! andand the clues are just AWESOME HAHA then we kinda slacked alot along the way and ate. damn funny, there was this group of people, selling some coupon thingy for 10bucks. then denise saw that guy before at ecp the day before so like wahh damn funny, she was like "EH I KNOW YOU. I SAW YOU AT ECP THAT DAY" hahaha but end up we all bought like 3 coupons i think cause we are such generous and nice people :D haha yeahh okay la, that day nothing much (: cause i cant say much either in case the seniors find out about all these before the actual day HAHA

yesterday was a super tiring and long day. went back school at 7am to prepare water bombs for floorball games day (: omgosh it was soooo hot yesterday! i bet i'm like tanned and burnt O: haha yeahh so we played captain's ball, then girls played badminton while guys played basketball. then played water bomb! hahaha we bought too little plastic bags for so many people. but it was still fun! stupid hunquan. i throw one at him he throw 5 or 6 back at me -.- thenn bryan tan! walao take one whole pail of water and pour on me! poor me T.T yeahh then stoned around on the field to dry and then went out with amelia, pamela and amanda for lunch at curry wok.

haha then after that, amanda and i went back to school to wait for the rest while amelia and pamela went home. met bryan, warren, yongle, chunyong, eugene and raphael at canteen. end up only me, amanda, bryan, warren and raphael went to vivo. kimberly and yuxian were already there so there were only the 7 of us (: we bought tix to new moon! front 2 rows O: haha yeahh then went to rooftop garden to take pics :D haha sheesh, i still have fewer pics than amelia on facebook. walao she sucks hahaha yeahh then went to watch new moon! oh did i mention, another group of people got double tix! like exactly the same seats as us O: then like after they went out and settle and stuff, end up i think they got refunded but we never got our tickets back T.T haha but yeahh the show was not bad. i think it's better than twilight :D 10bucks sia. kk it was kinda worth watching, luckily. if not waste my money! hahaha yeahh then went home for dinner (:

F L O O R B A L L !
jump shot! FOR ONCE, I LOOK TALL (:

just now went out to celebrate my er ge's birthday! went turf city for steamboat (: now i'm like damn full. haha then so funny, cause i just cut my fringe. then me and my da ge's gf were like comparing fringes XD sheesh, i cant stand my fringe O: HAHA



WHEE FAMILY PIC (:




Wednesday, November 25, 2009
8:48 AM
so mondayy, spent my time at home washing bags, hamster cage, packing stuff from camp (: then went out with my mum to buy some stuff for hongkong haha yeahh that's basically all for monday! i'm quite glad i actually have a day like that to just relax and do nothing hahaha

tuesdayy, went for court training at tampines! haha i must say our attitudes have improved though it could be better. and i thought court training was not bad, considering we dont have coach or any teachers to supervise. good job bryan and junxiang for planning training! (: yupp then after training, had short pt. hahaha i just wanted to try my 100 jumping jacks on the team HAHA but no one died in the end cause we did in sets. so yeahh it wasnt that bad haha then denise suggested jumping jacks and moving in a circle. but end up, we were just jumping in circles XD

yepp then bought new grips! i have no idea why my current grip stinks so much! must be cause i havent touched it for like 3 weeks already hahaha then went out for lunch! went to a hongkong cafe. woah damn ex. the one i ordered was 12 bucks in the end plus gst and service charge. yupp and guess what, the one i ordered the bowl was like damn huge! like the biggest amongst everyone else O: hahaha but then the food so little only. i finished everything! HAHA okay other than the pork chop which is like damn hard to eat can. hahaha yepp then exco went plaza sing to have exco meeting cause junxiang already went there to eat haha yeahh.

so exco meeting! discussed at starbucks. and we saw miss wong! like wow. hahahaha exco meeting's quite productive i guess. though we get distracted easily haha but still, we managed to settle games day stuff and seniors' farewell stuff (: i cant say anything about seniors' farewell here, but it's gonna be fun!

next friday bryan amelia and i will dieeee. got training, then walkin practice, then impt stuff. haha ohwell, it'll be fun! later going on recee! i'm really really looking forward to it HAHA should be quite interesting :D



Sunday, November 22, 2009
2:22 PM
LAST NIGHT WAS FILLING!

went yukiyaki for buffet! wanted to watch paranormal activity at first. but then means only me, jh and amelia watching so end up going for buffet. haha met chunwai at somerset. then we realised we both wanted to eat buffet. so end up, waited for jh to come then went marina square to eat (: then had to wait for seats at yukiyaki. and then amelia and andrew came (: twins and jeremy couldnt come cause of family dinner! so yeahh yukiyaki! nothing much. just eat! hahaha but then jh was being damn super sick cannn tsktsk.

actually nothing much happened other than eating XD so yepp after that went home already. but still, it was fun after one week of abstinence from civilisation O: hahaha photos on facebook! we didnt manage to take any nice group shots cause my camera was kinda screwed O: hahaha yeah XD



Friday, November 20, 2009
6:19 PM
YLTC WAS FUN! :D

let's see if i can remember everything that happened (:

people in my group were kai, doralyn, jessica, alicia, meichi, zhongyi, xavier and edmund.

DAY ONE!

met in school at 7am. met the trainers! my trainer was IZA :D group 2 EAGLES! yupp then drew our flag hahaha i must say our flag is quite nice actually. the flag's like our possession, cannot let other people take. then we had 2 eggs to protect too throughout the camp. yolky and whity XD yupp then to our surprise, we had to trek all the way to sarimbun camp from school! like omgosh O.O it was about 24km! so end up we took about 6hours and was second last O: but it's kinda good too, cause then we only had to move floorboards to the tents. hahahaha dont need to pitch them XD yup then did DISC profiling! like know your character. then mine's like S. means like everything just follow follow, anything one HAHA then had belay school. didnt try out cause no time haha yup then went to sleep!

omgosh i couldnt sleep la, there were ants in my tent! cause doralyn forgot to take out her halls sweet from her bag then end up at night all the ants came O: then they bite me! AH damn pain okay. had a tough time sleeping those 2 hours that i managed to sleep.

DAY TWO!

pt was like omgosh. damn tiring. had to do 100 jumping jacks at once! then had to do somemore. end up i think we did like 200 plus jumping jacks that morning. then breakfast was like kinda no appetite T.T haha yeah then we did height elements! damn fun! hahaha challenge pole! it's like two people climb up this pole then there's a balance at the top. so must balance yourself and then jump off to catch this trapeze or i dunno how to spell then hang there (: haha did with jessica. was screaming my head off la! super high. hahaha but then we still failed. cause we tried to balance the thing, but the trick was not to balance but let it slip then stand slanting. like that would be even more stable (: then didnt do double duo challenge thing cause didnt have time. did challenge rope course! the high high thing then must walk. walao, the first step damn hard to take cause damn scary O: hm, then did flying fox! BEST MAN HAHAHA damn shuang. and then had milo pond :D it's the slide thingy into the dirty water. hahaha super shiok la XD

had outdoor cooking! WAHH our cooking damn pro. hahahaha cooked speghetti and soup and toasted bread and fuits :D so balanced right! HAHA damn nice can :D it was like the best dinner during the camp ever! then did campfire songs! super funny la the instructors :D they are the best! HAHA then went to sleep yeahh. bathing facilities were okayy. cold water! damn cold zzz hahaha

DAY THREE!

woke up then cleaned up area and packed for msia! i was looking forward to this day ever since the camp started! HAHA got busssss and airconnnnn HAHA yayy :D and can sleep more! haha reached msia and had lunch. it was soooo much better than sarimbun! we had dorms, beds, and nicer bathing facilities! yeahh then did jetty jump! hahaha water damn salty laa. and had we went on piai expedition! super alot of mosquitoes. i got bitten like 60plus bites la! and iza says it's not mosquito bites, they're sandfly bites O: ahh die already. sure damn itchy. then tada we reached this swampy area and yeahh had to go into the mud! haha mud trail, quite fun la. though my leg sank until my knee there XD damn gross. hahaha yup then went to see nice scenery and headed back to camp.


had night walk at night! 20mins of walking with group, and 20mins of walking alone. saw fireflies! damn pretty omgosh hahaha no torch allowed O: haha i was quite scared actually. but no choice, still must walk. haha so walk lor XD slept quite nice on the bed that night! haha like finally. 4hours of sleep (:

DAY FOUR!

had pt in the morning, it wasnt as bad as the one on tues. yupp then we had some team bonding games and there were cats there! the cats were like super guai type. damn cuteeee haha then had tree climbing! damn fun! hahahah i felt like super monkey XD and drank coconut juice and ate coconut :D nicenice. hahaha yup then went back camp and prepared for campfire perfomance (: ours damn funny la HAHAHA yup must do skit or anything that shows any of the college values yup. then had sherwood! must cross river. cause it was raining then the tube was like damn slippery la! the guys all fell. only jihang managed to make it across! hahaha yup then cause it was raining and got lightning, the rest of us just kinda walked across. omgosh, it was so deep at the bottom i almost sank cause i was too short O: hahaha but yeah, damn gross, got cowdung inside XD hahaha yeah then guys did this floating bridge thingy, but cause of time constraint girls did rafting instead to get across the river again.

jessica, me and rio (instructor) were the last to go across. hahaha then like damn funny la rio kept shaking the thing, then end up i fell into the water. and cause jessica also fell she turned the raft then rio also fell HAHA serves him right XD then campfire at night was nice! quite fun (: though towards the end i almost fell asleep HAHA whoops.

DAY FIVE!

we were told to only wake up at 7am. but all of us already knew got final challenge. haha so yeah, the teachers came and woke us up at 4am. didnt even have time to brush teeth then must go out for FINAL CHALLENGE. pt was tiring as usual. then final challenge was to run about 5km. haha yeah then halfway need to carry one person all the way back. carried jessica! and you know at times i was like abit lagging cause the rest were chionging, then i was soooo scared! later suddenly got "people" appear beside me. so i sprinted all the way to the front! haha so yeah, it happened quite alot of times hahaha oh we were like the 7th team to set off out of 10 teams cause our score was quite bad from the other activities we did. yup but guess what, WE CAME IN FIRST! omgosh eagles we rock! HAHAHA ohoh and the stars in msia were like SO MANY! damn pretty AH :D

yep then had paintball! didnt play much la, cause it was team against team. yup then went homeeee yayyyy hahaha but quite sad la, the time in msia passed by so fast! but yeahh slept all the way back hahaha and had debrief in school then went home (:


so there! YLTC 2009 (: really quite tiring, having muscle aches and bites all over now. but it was still a fun experience to go through :D GO GROUP 2 EAGLES! HAHA!



Friday, November 13, 2009
7:37 PM
FINALLY! i have the time and energy to update (:

wednesday had cip! it was kinda sucky. like cant really get the kids attention O: haha but okayy after that, went out with audrina and amelia and andrew to eat some food before going home (: and i realised smth. audrina amelia and andrew stays in the west and they all start with A. and then jeremy, junhao and i stay north and we all start with J. HAHA SO COOL XD yupp then thursday and friday was spent at nus. but this morning went back to school take gpa. OMGOSH i cant believe i still have a 3.62 for year end! like wow. i thought i counted 3.47 or smth hahaha but ohwells, i'm still below cohort average HAHA nvm, hopefully my scholarship application will be fine. today specially went home and went back to school to hand in scholarship stuff cause we all happily forgot we need to certify all our certs O: haha yeahh and smp was okay i guess (:

i cant remember alot of stuff this week. monday.. WHAT DID I DO O: OH YEAHH i spent my day mugging chinese! seriously, like THE WHOLE DAY. i was reading that purple book hahaha i feel so proud of myself. BUT THEN, tuesday! the compo didnt come out ANY that i read -.- haha but i thought compo was still okay. it was paper 2! the zong he i think i failed already. and then mcq compre i think also quite hard. ohmann doubt i can get my A1 already T.T haha yeah anw i wrote letters! HAHA twins were like quite shocked but the rest were like haha okay yay got letters (: hahaha

then after that went home! and went out again at 5plus. went to meet amelia, junhao, andrew and chunwai at marina square. darryl wasnt feeling well and darren had to pack for msia so yeahh. omgosh junhao didnt see me at the mrt! he totally walked past me -.- and he said "oops i thought you would be taller" haha then we couldnt make up our mind on what to eat and what to do! since there were like no movies at the moment. haha so end up we were considering yuki yaki, hot pot culture, some other jap and jack's place! then ended up with jack's place (: quite a nice place. but seriously, the food's damn ex O: but i like the cheesecake in the chocolate cup! HAHAHA

yup then jeremy came. and we went starbucks. camwhored abit hahaha omgosh andrew is just epic. his poses are like OMGOSH O: hahahaha yeahh then went outside to do jumpshots! hahaha everyone exposed some part of their belly O: haha but yeah it was fun! (: we should totally have more outings! okayy when i come back from yltc and when darren comes back from msia next friday, WE SHALL GO OUT ON SATURDAY TO WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY :D cant wait cant wait! next week's gonna be fun (: YLTC FOR ONE WEEK! BYEBYEE WORLD HAHAHA XD

Suppose, that I reached out and caught your tears.




Friday, November 06, 2009
11:57 PM
HAHA just nice for a post before midnight :D

today's damn funnnn! went back to school in the morning to choose subject combi. BCME YAY (: then went homeeee. and i was like damn boredd. ate early lunch, then watched tv. then went online. then slept. then went online again. hahaha yeahh nothing to do la XD then went out to meet the rest at bugis. today's like must dress nice nice. i wore HEELS, white skirt, and my black top (: COOL HAHA i felt so mature all of a sudden XD

so amelia and i reached bugis at the same time, haha i think we were on the same train. then we were betting who would reach next. so we predicted, junhao, twins then andrew. then end up, ANDREW REACHED FIRST. then junhao then twins haha yeah then chunwai and jeremy joined us like 1hour later (: but in the meantime we were like walking around randomly and finding a place to sit. then after chunwai and jeremy came we went to eat steamboat! quite worth it. 19bucks only (: and the food's quite nice too. haha i cant remember any interesting thing during buffet. other than the scandalous pic of andrew and amelia HAHA yup and it was quite funny throughout la haha

then went clarke quay to meet yvett, joewei and ervin. super funny! we totally pangsehed andrew and amelia. HERE'S THE DEAL. jeremy and i said we need to settle some stuff, so we went away. ran to some corner of the mrt station haha then darren and junhao when they were getting on the train, they were like "eh got nj guy there" or smth then they walked away. then darryl and chunwai BEST. board the train, last minute ran out! HAHAHA then left amelia and andrew on the train. OMGOSH damn funny XD our plan totally worked haha but then andrew was damn pissed so ohwell (:

uh huh then we went to eat icecream! walked one super huge round haha icecream was like okayy amelia and i were trying to force darren to eat but end up he still resisted and not eat HAHA thennn chunwai and joewei were like playing with the candles O: haha yeahh then took pics! pretty pretty pics beside the river hahaha then went home. yupp but it was quite a nice night out! :D

PHOTOS ON FACEBOOK! (:



Wednesday, November 04, 2009
11:17 PM

LAST DAY OF OFFICIAL SCHOOL! LAST DAY OF CHINESE OF MY LIFE! (hopefully)

hahaha so todayy, chinese was quite okay. didnt do any papers. junhao daoo me! i very sad. haha then i went to sit with darren and he refused to return me back my ball -.- haha but end up i still got it back (: and he drew on my hand wth i took such a long time to scrub it off haha yupp then after school had exco meeting. surprisingly it was quite productive :D then went island with the guys after that haha but the only people who ate were ivan, farouq, amelia, andrew and i (:

then on the way home, the twins and farouq very mean. they threatened not to take 156 with me if i talk somemore T.T then end up i had to keep very quiet most of the time hahaha

yeahh but today was quite a happy day (:

LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY!


steamboat and icecream here i come! hahaha



Monday, November 02, 2009
5:09 PM
I'M FEELING REALLY CONFUSED AND STRESSED TODAY.

i dont know if i should sign up for the moe pre-u scholarship. i dont know if i wanna join sapphire scholars. i dont know if i should join a second cca. i dont know if i can finish my project on time. i dont know if i can take diploma next year or not. i dont know if i should try for the nus music scholarship. i dont know how to go about doing things now. i dont know if i'll be able to cope with the amount of work i have now. i dont know if i can even manage one more thing, one more responsibility, one more commitment.

and when i couldnt have my icecream today, i realised how confused and stressed up i am.

i was really sad. like my only source of happiness is stripped away from me. everything seems to be a blur. total blur, that i cant bring myself to stop and look at them carefully. i just skip through everything, and end up not accomplishing anything.

i feel stressed. i feel confused. but somehow, i have to pull myself together, because i know, no one else but myself can overcome all these. and i know, i cant be absent for anything, because then, i would only feel even more guilty, more stressed.

now i just wanna get through each day safely, to put up with the rain, get through the storm, and reach the other side of the rainbow.