Saturday, March 06, 2010
10:27 PM
Like how the strings on a guitar will snap some day, i will too. i think. i am too stressed. I NEED STRESS MANAGEMENT.school hasnt been great or awesome or anything. it had been kinda, sucky.pw groupings out! my group considered not bad already. same group as darryl, chi, xuelu and yunwei (: but then, school is stressing me out with all the damn freaking thick piles of homework! damnn.and i'm really scared for nationals now. like really.training today made me reflect on a lot of things. it's like a wake-up call. all of a sudden, there's this goal in mind to aim towards. TOP4. if we can get it, i promise i treat everyone ben&jerry's 88bucks icecream (: i need to stop being too emotional during trainings, if not it'll really affect my performance. couldnt shoot for nuts today when i knew that usually i could! shooting way off, passing way off, communication way off. one word, today was BAD. didnt want to go and mug with kimberly and bryan at first. was really quite depressed. but ohwell, sometimes it's good to just forget about the serious matters and have fun (:have been thinking a lot these few days. about school, relationships, floorball. think until got headache. i love floorball so much i wanna train everyday and not care about homework! but nooo, it's impossible. because if you dont do homework, you get sent out of class and totally lag by a lot.which is why i say, life sucks nowadays.i only have one aim now. to train hard for nationals (: