Sunday, March 28, 2010
10:49 PM
maybe it was one-sided all these time.
i've given up.
no more wasting time on initiating useless conversations.
no more wasting time to even think about it.
no more wasting time thinking about the past.
to think that when everyone is asking me to give up, i still held on.
held on to that small glimspe of hope that you might realise something's wrong.
but no, you didnt.
held on to that small glimspe of hope that you might realise something's wrong.
but no, you didnt.
and i know i have to let go now. this just isnt right for me.
byebye, i never want to see you again.
so that's how it feels like, to be hurt in a precious relationship.
byebye, i never want to see you again.
on a side note;
read through the letters karen wrote last year. i finally understood some of the things that she mentioned inside (: well it's easier to understand when you're the one going through right. no more feeling demoralised, unmotivated, depressed, stressed whatsoever. i'm gonna find back that flickering flame. i'm gonna ignite that tiny little spark to a huge burning fire! TIME TO BE BACK ON TRACK. 30more days to the first match of Adivs. i have to be there, we have to be there. i will be that pillar of strength for the team! WE CAN DO IT. TOP4! :D