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Thursday, April 29, 2010
7:30 PM
i feel so shitty i feel like crying.

but then, i dont get why i should cry either.

so, i shall not cry (:


lost to IJ, 6-2.
lost to RV, 4-0.

i'm sorry for all the mistakes i've commited during the games. really sorry for not scoring, and not making those shots become goals.

the first loss was terrible. i really cried like wtc. luckily only the team saw how i cried heh (: i expected myself to have done much better than that. i blame pi for making me sleep late the night before, and having a freaking headache the whole day. but those are just excuses. who ask me never do my pi beforehand. felt much better after crying and eating though. thanks to all those who came down and support us, and those who wished us (: really very gan dong. but felt really bad for letting down those who supported us.

and today's loss.. didnt cry. it wasnt cause i'm not sad. but it's just, what's the point of crying already. if one start crying, everyone will start one! surely. but i can proudly say, NEVER during the match today have i felt that we've lost. i really held on that we can win today's match. but even though we lost, i believe everyone has tried much much harder than the first match. and by giving your best, and having no regrets, there's no point in crying already. stayed back to watch every match today. really impressed with how some people play. pei fu ttm.

my knee hurts! cant walk up/down stairs too fast. anddd i really hope the skin on my toe will not tear anymore! if not i cannot run properly :( pain pain.

anw i really dont wanna do homework! i'm already lagging by damn alot. i need mugging sessions!

p.s. okay i really hate econs now! oops.



Monday, April 26, 2010
10:34 PM
TOMORROW IS THE BIGBIGBIG DAY!

our first match ever.

come on girls, we can do it!

look at this year's competition. anything is possible!

all our late trainings, early morning trainings, and pts, all come down to this. it's tomorrow. we have to give it our 100%. not only that, but 120%! we will show the world how good we are (:

i cant think of anything else to write cause i've already told yall and smsed yall.

focus. determination. WE CAN DO IT. TOP 4 GIRLS! :D

nothing else, but that.



win, lose or draw, we'll play like champions!


(omgosh, i shouldnt have left pi to be done so last minute, damn it)



Friday, April 23, 2010
9:56 PM
i think, the tears just cant fall anymore.

i cant go to school anymore! every lesson, i wish for it to end. because i cant wait to train after school. and now, i cant wait for nationals! seriously, it's hard to concentrate in lessons and do homework everyday after training and stuff.

today wasnt good. it was depressing. hopefully tomorrow will be better.

i'm stressed.

because of school, because of water prize, because of nationals.

i would be lying if i say i'm not stressed at all.

4 days to nationals. i have absolutely no idea how i should feel anymore. excited, angry, pissed off, motivating, happy, emo, stressed? ahh, i dunno. even when i feel sad, no tears wanna fall. maybe i've trained myself already not to cry in front of people.

i will not blame anyone.

and like what i told some the other day; a team needs their captain as their pillar of strength.



Thursday, April 22, 2010
9:10 PM
today's a really depressing day. soooo depressing damn it.

first, jay chou concert tickets sold out! no more cheap ones :( and this is like the 2nd concert but still sold out -.- sadddd. second, I CANT DO FUNCTIONS. was really depressed during both maths lecture and maths tutorial todayy. third, heard that we didnt do really well for bio test. ohwell..

and then, was really sad for the guys team today.

we couldnt be there to support. but we knew what was going on. the score, the shots etc. the feeling was worse than going there to support them because we have no idea how everyone was performing. jasmin kept all of us updated with details. amelia and i couldnt concentrate throughout gp. and then when we knew the score in the end, we were really sad throughout the whole of maths and bio. i guess even though we're not there to see everything, it still affects us. met the girls around in school. everyone was so demoralised and sad.

i dunno. whatever happens we're a team. and when one part is sad, no doubt it'll affect the other. what i wanna say is, dont blame yourselves for anything. it's over and we need to think of what is going to happen, and what we can do to change the situation.

felt like crying at some point in time. jasmin said so too. it's these pressure i guess that makes us so compressed and feel like bursting. trained after school with a few of the girls. it all boils down to this.

i never knew the girls team cared so much.
but now i know, and with this assurance,

i know, we are ready for the fight (:



Sunday, April 18, 2010
6:32 PM





Saturday, April 17, 2010
7:47 PM

i find my team getting more and more bonded (:

yesterday was friendly with vj. guys lost 8-1. girls lost too. we lost track of the score O: BUT we scored 3! and i scored 2 hahahaha XD but damn sad, cause we only really got into the game in the third period. ohwell, anyways after that, went to parkway parade to eat dinner! and only left the place about 10.30pm.

and todayy, spent my whole day doing floorball stuff. training was okayy. did more on defense and hit-ins today. then went for lunch with the girls and went fatpipe/shopping. haha bought our team sticker and team ribbon already (: and in the end, zhuer, jasmin, eunice, emily chua and i went to j8 long john's and starting thrashing out stuff. hahaha like really. we just sat there for 2 hours and talked about floorball, how to improve and stuff. really productive (: gonna continue this later online XD

i really love floorball. i'm so proud of the team (: 10 more days girls! WE CAN DO IT!


team bag
team ball
team ribbon
team sticker
team wristband
team shoelace



Saturday, April 10, 2010
8:31 PM
most productive court training so far today!

did many different play-ups. and i really ran and shot, and i think we really improved! coach specifically taught the forwards and defenders. so like, really good (: i think it's more productive to have like only girls haha

went out with junhao, jeremy, amelia and chunwai to chinatown for lunch. and it ended up in an interrogation session. i think i was too tired, plus was having headache, then end up gave myself awayy. ahhhh sian, after keeping it for so long then like that so fast revealed. felt super embarrassed after that for the rest of the day. dunno luh, just felt kinda weird :( then we went plaza sing arcade play! haha played the sweets thing. spent like 8bucks on it. BUT NOTHING CAME OUT. grrr irritating.

kk i'm going to watch tv. i feel like i'm such a stupid fool today, i shall not do any work.



Friday, April 09, 2010
9:07 PM
TGIF! omgosh, i'm starting to love fridays (:

i love the weekend. it's like a time for me to relax and catch up on the never-ending homework and notes to read.

wednesday's interview was okayy. they really asked me alot about IP, my ambition and leadership qualities. yupp, then went to queensway to get the red jerseys.

thursday, had pt which was good. i think our girls team has finally taken one step further to be more focused during pt and not so unmotivated (: handed in my econs essay late. like 5minutes late. and immediate 0 for 5%. kinda sad luh, i mean like, i did my work and i brought it, just that i had pt and didnt hand in before assembly, then after assembly there was maths then after maths late luh. so yeahh zero. well anw training was okay, i think now got push abit and run abit more than before which is good (: and i'm deciding whether anot to use amanda's stick for nationals! ya then stayed back awhile to talk/gossip with the girls before leaving school at 8 plus.

todayy i'm tired. had a really bad headache in the morning. like very very bad. couldnt even get out of bed. ate panadol then school was.. not bad today i guess. nothing special happened which is good! i got caught for my earrings though :( yeahh after school went to self-train with jasmin, amelia, zhuer, sam, emily chua, grace. i learnt the turn drag! but i wont really get to use it cause on court i'm on a different side :( stayed back till like 7.30pm. the guys are so what la. play with us, play until like very kan bu qi us like that -.- even though it was quite fun, but could be better.

training at valhall tomorrow.



Tuesday, April 06, 2010
11:23 PM
woahhh okayy so many things happened the past week!

i forgot to post about eunice's birthday last wednesday! (: really really really nice famous amos cake! :D

then skip to friday evening! went out with the usual few again for steamboat at bugis! damn cool la, the guys all wore black and the girls wore white. like totally unplanned! hahaha and we just kept eating and eating and eating until we were like the last few to leave the shop! HAHA like eat not full one XD the man tou there is seriously damn niceeeee. then went to walk around bugis street before heading home (: reached home about 11plus.


satuday had court training at valhall with coach. then celebrated brenda's birthday! (: tiramisu cakeeee gosh. hahaha which was kinda melted, but still nice!

then sunday was spent rushing out pi O: hahaha i think mine actually LOOKS professional! but content wise heh needs more improvement XD

yesterday was a really tiring day for me. had pt in the morning, then pe which was 5stations! and i got a D for my standing board jump! IRRITATING. then after school, huiqi and i went to jump again. and i finally jumped until my C (: hahaha then had court training at valhall at night. really really tired. bad timing and day to have training. then had to go home and chiong bio! siannnn.

then today, woke up with all my muscles aching! actually i didnt really sleep. cause i was too worried over bio test O: then i went to school early today to mug (: haha yeahh my muscles are aching, and i bet it was cause of yesterday's sit-ups! i stupid stupid do 44 cause i thought do more better when A was like 31 -.- i would've continued if miss neo never say i siao haha then inclined pull up made my arms ache today!

bio test was terrible. terrible terrible. hahaha ohwell there goes my 10%.

kk time to sleep, and prepare for tomorrow's interview!

wish me luck people! (:



Thursday, April 01, 2010
10:25 PM
today's training was tiring. but it was worth it.

it's been really long since we ran so much for pt. so i guess yesterday's mi friendly was a cruel wake-up call. that we are really not up to standard.

i shall go sleep soon. it has been a tiring day. tiring april fools!

got pranked in the morning by amelia and bryan -.- ANDDD everyone was laughing at me! idiot. and i got hit by chieunwei's ball. can you imagine how bad that is! UGH now my face got some small cut damn pain T.T yeahh and i left my shirt in school at the grandstand. haha gone already. i can say bye bye to it XD

moe pre-u scholarship interview next wednesday! i hope i do well.

lovely night, lovely friends, lovely bed.

thanks team for cheering me up yesterday (:

time to sleep.