Thursday, April 29, 2010
7:30 PM
i feel so shitty i feel like crying.but then, i dont get why i should cry either.so, i shall not cry (:lost to IJ, 6-2.lost to RV, 4-0.i'm sorry for all the mistakes i've commited during the games. really sorry for not scoring, and not making those shots become goals.the first loss was terrible. i really cried like wtc. luckily only the team saw how i cried heh (: i expected myself to have done much better than that. i blame pi for making me sleep late the night before, and having a freaking headache the whole day. but those are just excuses. who ask me never do my pi beforehand. felt much better after crying and eating though. thanks to all those who came down and support us, and those who wished us (: really very gan dong. but felt really bad for letting down those who supported us.and today's loss.. didnt cry. it wasnt cause i'm not sad. but it's just, what's the point of crying already. if one start crying, everyone will start one! surely. but i can proudly say, NEVER during the match today have i felt that we've lost. i really held on that we can win today's match. but even though we lost, i believe everyone has tried much much harder than the first match. and by giving your best, and having no regrets, there's no point in crying already. stayed back to watch every match today. really impressed with how some people play. pei fu ttm.my knee hurts! cant walk up/down stairs too fast. anddd i really hope the skin on my toe will not tear anymore! if not i cannot run properly :( pain pain.anw i really dont wanna do homework! i'm already lagging by damn alot. i need mugging sessions!p.s. okay i really hate econs now! oops.