Friday, April 23, 2010
9:56 PM
i think, the tears just cant fall anymore.
i cant go to school anymore! every lesson, i wish for it to end. because i cant wait to train after school. and now, i cant wait for nationals! seriously, it's hard to concentrate in lessons and do homework everyday after training and stuff.
today wasnt good. it was depressing. hopefully tomorrow will be better.
i'm stressed.
because of school, because of water prize, because of nationals.
i would be lying if i say i'm not stressed at all.
4 days to nationals. i have absolutely no idea how i should feel anymore. excited, angry, pissed off, motivating, happy, emo, stressed? ahh, i dunno. even when i feel sad, no tears wanna fall. maybe i've trained myself already not to cry in front of people.
i will not blame anyone.
and like what i told some the other day; a team needs their captain as their pillar of strength.