Thursday, April 22, 2010
9:10 PM
today's a really depressing day. soooo depressing damn it.first, jay chou concert tickets sold out! no more cheap ones :( and this is like the 2nd concert but still sold out -.- sadddd. second, I CANT DO FUNCTIONS. was really depressed during both maths lecture and maths tutorial todayy. third, heard that we didnt do really well for bio test. ohwell..and then, was really sad for the guys team today.we couldnt be there to support. but we knew what was going on. the score, the shots etc. the feeling was worse than going there to support them because we have no idea how everyone was performing. jasmin kept all of us updated with details. amelia and i couldnt concentrate throughout gp. and then when we knew the score in the end, we were really sad throughout the whole of maths and bio. i guess even though we're not there to see everything, it still affects us. met the girls around in school. everyone was so demoralised and sad.i dunno. whatever happens we're a team. and when one part is sad, no doubt it'll affect the other. what i wanna say is, dont blame yourselves for anything. it's over and we need to think of what is going to happen, and what we can do to change the situation.felt like crying at some point in time. jasmin said so too. it's these pressure i guess that makes us so compressed and feel like bursting. trained after school with a few of the girls. it all boils down to this.i never knew the girls team cared so much. but now i know, and with this assurance, i know, we are ready for the fight (: