Monday, June 28, 2010
11:12 PM
i'm damn stressed now!
it's like, maths was BAD. like really baddd ): i'm damn depressed after the paper. didnt do about 25marks. i really didnt know how to do T.T why am i so stupid omg. and the feeling that you're going to fail or at least do so much worse than everyone else sucks. and when i told my mum i think i'm gonna fail maths, she keep on nagging at me for not studying harder blah blah blah. say i whole day sms go online whatever shit. but not my fault! i DID study! i studied very hard somemore! considering how much i didnt listen in lectures and lessons (which i KINDA regret now) i think it's like not bad already. AH SIANNNN ):
and chem! omg. i'm like so unmotivated to study can. I HATE EXAMS IN THE AFTERNOON! stupid sh2s. steal our hall T.T omggg irritating ttm. it's like wake up in the morning, dont feel like studying, go home so late, study what study. damn. i attempted the past year chem paper. i got like 30/80. like omggg. SIANNN! and i'm totally not in the mood to read my notes OR memorise anything! sometimes i think i'm so freaking smart and 假厉害 then i end up screwing myself during the exam ): joanne is not in a good mood now!
i cant make up my mind to sleep and continue studying tmr morning, or to continue studying now and sleep in later tmr. i'm damn saddd ): but i MUST pass tmr's paper! no more failing for me! (easier said than done omg) i dunno what to say but SIANNNN. my mood is totally like. SIAN-ness ttm.
i decided i need to start posting pictures! my blog's getting kinda dull.
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