Sunday, July 25, 2010
8:57 AM
I FEEL LOST.
yesterday was really tiring. training at rp, then agape at valhall. my contacts were like so dry i kept tearing ): yeahh and during agape training didnt really focus well. amelia and i concluded "it's a bad idea to go for agape after floorball training" hahaha anw bought new stick! well, it's a really old design already (: it's like the seniors kinda pink stick :D EXEL electra haha i bought it cause it still looks nice to me and it's freaking cheap! 30bucks (: can play for another 2 years hahaha XD
last night, i was too tired to do any work. my eyes hurt like crap telling me i should go sleep early. and i had a nightmare. i dreamt my bf turned into an evil monster and wanted to kill me. but then at the last moment, he sort of regained his sanity but then he was about to disappear already. disintegrate into thin air. i was so saddd! then i woke up! feeling sadd and emo. and now i feel like there's so many things to do, but yet i couldnt bring myself to do! joanne lai i hate your slacker attitude seriously. when have you become so slack -.- and i'm still really scared for pw. really really. if i could, i'll go jump off a building to end my misery.