Sunday, July 18, 2010
11:32 PM
nobody understands me. nobody really. cant you just let me sleep in peace. you think i dont care about my grades issit. must i cry in front of you about my grades before you are convinced that i care. and now you're using all these stupid reasons to argue with me. ban me from cca eh, ground me from going out eh, you think i'll grow smarter just by doing so. you've changed. you used to say try your best. i did now, and you scold me. just because i no longer come home being sad about my results, you think i dont care. well let me tell you, while you're sleeping soundly, i'm terribly crying and i cant go to sleep. you are being unreasonable to ask me give up things that i like. i hate having conversations like that with you. i already told you i can manage my time but do you listen? no you dont. fine, be that way. i'm just stupid. i cant match up. that's it. i cant be bothered anymore. i'll just prove to you i can manage.