Wednesday, August 04, 2010
9:10 PM
hm.. how to say leh.
i dont know what i want now anymore.
everything is screwed. fml.
when i say everything, i mean EVERYTHING.
studies, floorball, pw, issf, and well, you.
i make comparisons. then i realised, hey you arent as good as i thought you are. but then again, i chose this path. i have given up trying to find out anything, because no one tells me anything either. time to move onnnnnn and not even think of the past. regrets? yes. but if given a chance to turn back time what would you do? i think i'll still make the same decision. as for now, i want you to focus, and if fate permits, it'll all work out (:
i dont wanna be so formal with you. awkwardness! i wanna be like last time, when i can talk to you about everything. i guess every girl needs a guy best friend right? ughh i cant type some stuff here. which is why i dont like having an open blog. AH, this blog may go into hibernation soon.
i think my recent posts arent making much sense. it's a mixture of feelings and emotions and people that i'm addressing (:
