Sunday, August 15, 2010
1:21 AM
JOANNE IS SAD. VERY SAD ):
so many things to do. and everything is so un-enjoyable now. everything is just so screwed up and bad. songs no longer make me happy. i have no idea what will. so many fake smiles and masks. i hate this, i want to turn time around. NOW.
i love doing what i did last year, but now that i no longer have to do it.. i feel lost.
really tempted and feel like resigning. but i can't.