Saturday, October 30, 2010
9:26 AM
i really regret taking econs instead of music.
everyone seems so sad that they didnt do as well as expected. but here i am, feeling sad that i have to drop my subjects. cried in school after econs paper. i think i'm so dead. felt much better after amelia, audrina, andrew, junhao, jasmin and people comforted me (: thanks a lot!
but once i got home. everything is just badd. i expected it. but not so bad. i havent cried for sooooo long in a really long time already. all the nagging and stuff, saying how smart gor gor is and how come i'm like that. really couldnt take it. cried until i slept.
and after 12 hours of sleep, my eyes are freaking swollen.
i dont even wanna mention my promo results. neither do i wanna talk about my future or even next year. just wanna get through day by day.
everyone seems so sad that they didnt do as well as expected. but here i am, feeling sad that i have to drop my subjects. cried in school after econs paper. i think i'm so dead. felt much better after amelia, audrina, andrew, junhao, jasmin and people comforted me (: thanks a lot!
but once i got home. everything is just badd. i expected it. but not so bad. i havent cried for sooooo long in a really long time already. all the nagging and stuff, saying how smart gor gor is and how come i'm like that. really couldnt take it. cried until i slept.
and after 12 hours of sleep, my eyes are freaking swollen.
i dont even wanna mention my promo results. neither do i wanna talk about my future or even next year. just wanna get through day by day.